a piece of my mind

oh hati

2009-11-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

ah serasa mahu pulang di saat ini juga

rindu dah tak tertahan

rindu dah tak tertanggung

sejam serasa seperti sehari

ah serasa mahu bangun di bumi malaysia saat ini juga

hati dah jauh melayang

hati dah lama tinggalkan jasad

hati sudah lama berada di malaysia

ah aku mahu pulang

hari ini,jam ini,saat ini,tika ini.

oh Tuhan,khabarkan kami perkhabaran gembira.

oh Allah,bawaku pulang mencari kebahagiaan kembali.

hai hati

2009-11-10T08:13:00.002+08:00

hai hati
susahnya nak menjadi redha

hai hati
susahnya nak menerima
qada' dan qadar

hai hati
susahnya tidak mahu menyesali takdir

hai hati
kurang beriman lagikah kita?

astaghfirullah..

bitterness

2009-11-09T12:53:00.002+08:00

Saat jarum jam menyentuh angka 12pm tepat.

Sepatutnya hati ini melonjak kegembiraan.

I'm officially done with the first year.
I'm officially done with the exams.
I'm officially free.

Tapi aku keluar lab dengan perasaan bercampur baur.
Bukan permulaan cuti sebegini yg aku nak.
Bukan penghabisan exam macam ini aku mahu.

Yes,I screwed up C programming AGAIN!

Yeah,it was better than last semester.
But it wasn't good enough.
I think it wasn't good enough to even pass.

I walked home feeling numb.
I wanted to scream,there's no voice coming out.
I wanted to cry,tears seemed to dry up.
I wanted to run,my legs weren't moving fast enough.

I didn't know what to do.

Called abah,he said take this as a lesson.
I thought to myself,how many more lessons do I need?
Called mama,she switched topic to cheer me up.

Mungkin ini jawapan kenapa beberapa hari ini hati kurang tenang.
Mungkin ini jawapan kenapa beberapa hari ini hati kurang tenteram.

Tapi aku yakin dengan janji Allah,

Dan barangsiapa yg bertakwa kepada Allah,Allah akan memberikannya rezeki dari arah yg tidak disangka2.
Dan barangsiapa yg bertawakal kepada Allah,Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya.

Aku hanya mampu berdoa dan bertawakal.
Moga dengan rahmat-Nya rezeki aku ada utk pass.
Jika tidak,akan aku jadikan ini satu lg ujian tanda cinta-Nya kepadaku :)

exam

2009-10-22T07:22:00.001+08:00

teman baikku buku

biniku pena

x pernah lena.

ho yeah exam lg seminggu!
let's buckle up and show the world what we've got!
haha ini post selepas mengadap physics slame 3 jam!
;P

ade2 aje

2009-10-18T17:44:00.003+08:00

haritu makan vicks pastu ternganga

semalam terhantuk meja bunyi gedebuk then benjol

harini gi kumam kertas bateri

haih ade2 aje kau ni ammar mirza.
x saba nak balik luku2 kepala kau sbb degil p telan sume bende
hehe ;P

oh today is a productive day indeed.
i like it when i have this level of commitment.

i know i can do it if i put my mind on it
i believe i can
bak kata cousin sy
the fray ckp
"never say never"

jd sy xkan give up hingga titisan terakhir!
gdluck to all my unsw friends.
hope this sem is better than the last sem insyaAllah
:)

mahu pulang

2009-10-16T08:14:00.002+08:00

lg dekat dgn exam ni lg rase homesick.

few days dah x study sbb everytime study mesti teringat umah
bila teringat umah tgk blk gambar2 family
jadi lg rindu
last2 xde mood nk study.

i know i know exam is just 13days away
and i should be studying hard
so i can go back with peace
but i'm missing them so very much
:'(

Ya Allah,pls make these few days left bearable
Semoga ade rezeki aku utk bertemu mereka.
Amiiin

Perlu study,yosh!!

people i miss

2009-10-13T20:07:00.003+08:00

these are the ppl i miss the MOST
the atuk and nenek and ammar mirza.
it's not that i dont miss everyone else tp ini 3 org sy sgt rndu la :(
cptla 24nov!! :D

muhasabah diri

2009-10-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

dah terlalu lama x menulis di blog.
kesibukan mungkin menjadi penghalang.
tp sibuk2 pon,facebook boleh je bukak slalu.
mungkin kekurangan pemangkin utk menulis karangan.huhu

dulu,mula2 aku bergiat dgn blog ni,aku ade 1 tekad.
guna blog utk berkongsi perkara berfaedah.
berkongsi ilmu sedaya mampu.
tp alih2 blog ni jd tempat luahan perasaan,
jd tempat utk bercerita perkembangan diri.

jadi alhamdulillah hari ini terpanggil utk isi blog ini dgn ilmu
biarlah sedikit pon
asalkan di masa depan,bila aku bukak blk blog ni
ade ilmu yg dpt aku ingat2kan kembali
Dan ada ilmu aku dpt kongsi dgn org2 yang baca blog aku ni
Ilmu yg bermanfaat ialah ilmu yg dikongsi2
Dan ilmu yg bermanfaat adalah salah satu perkara yg kita bawa setelah mati kelak
InsyaAllah

Alhamdulillah,sehingga saat ini
sehingga ketika ini.
Kita masih dikurniakan 2 nikmat terbesar dari Allah
nikmat Iman dan Islam.
Bersyukurlah betapa kita ini umat Islam,walau sebesar zarah,sebesar microorganism
kebaikan yg kite buat,Allah janji dgn ganjaran pahala.
Hatta sblm melakukan kebaikan,kita dah berniat pon,Allah sudah beri ganjaran pahala.
Subhanallah.

Seorang sahabat pernah ckp kat aku
duduk di oversea ni adalah 1 platform utk kte test faith kita.
Jadi,semoga kita semua berharapkan segala kebaikan.
Segala improvement dlm iman kita.

Jadi bersyukurlah.
Sujud syukur setiap kali selesai solat.
Sujud syukur setiap kali dilanda masalah
walau segusar mana pon kita
sujud syukur
krn ujian itu tanda cinta Allah kpd kita
Sujud syukurlah lebih2 lg bila
Kita dikurniakan kejayaan dan perkara2 baik
Agar kita x menjadi hamba-Nya yg kufur nikmat
Agar kita menjadi hamba-Nya yg tahu berterima kasih

Alhamdulillah,aku sedang memulakan 2 perkara baru dlm hidup
Harap istiqamah sampai bila2.
Harap sahabat yg bersama2 dlm perkara ini turut istiqamah.
Bende yg dilakukan sedikit tetapi istiqamah itu lebih Allah sukai.

p/s::balik lagi 42 hari.x saba!tp perlu tempuh exam dahulu!mari menyetadi! :)

sometimes i wonder

2009-08-03T18:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder
is this really what i wanted to do all this while?
is this really the best path?
is this going to turn out ok in the end.

sometimes i wonder
is ok enough for me?
or i need more than just ok.

i've never wanted to be an engineer
i've never wanted to have anything to do with engineering.
u see,
my sister is an electrical engineer.
my brother is an mechanical engineer.
my younger brother is going to be a software engineer.
i've never had the slightest interest in engineering.
seriously.

after completed my spm
i was so clueless.
what should i do next?
then the options shoved upon me
engineering or medic??
yes,that just it.
i knew i dont have any interests in both.
yes NO INTEREST at all
but it has been my dream since i was little.
i wanna study oversea
i wanna go outside malaysia
i wanna see places i know i couldnt afford
and the only way is to get a scholarship
and the only was is to get paid for being outside of malaysia
and then i was busy applying
i was busy interviewing
i was busy accepting MARA's offer
i was busy packing
i was already in KMS

i didnt say i wasnt happy
in fact i was happy
but it wasnt for the supposed reason
it was just because
i'll finally be able to see places
to breath in new air
to make my parents happy
to make them proud
but i wasnt proud of myself
cause i know deep down this isnt what i want.

2 torturing years at KMS finally ended without i realized it
yes,it was torturing doing something u didnt want to do
results were out and i'm off to aussie

and here i am
in sydney
still struggling
pushing myself off the limits
to satisfy not myself
but for MARA
for my parents
for my family
who would want a failure in their family aite?
sometimes i get tired
sometimes i get fed-up
sometimes i get really sick of this
sometimes i cried
sometimes i just shut the hell up
sometimes i wonder again
when will this be over?
so i can finally hold the degree
and finally
FINALLY
do something i want to do.
yes,something i want to do FOR MYSELF.

i have this one cousin
when she was offered sains fizikal in matrics
she fought
she wanted to so sains hayat
when i just accepted what was offered
she fought for what she wants for her future
when everyone else except her family doubted her
she had faith in herself
and now she's doing something she really enjoys
no matter how headache-ing it is
she enjoys it very much
while i'm still contemplating
but i never regretted this

i just want to finally do something happily

but i know,if this is the path He leads me
then there'll be hikmah in the end
He knows the best
He knows what future holds
only He knows what we dont
and I'm not giving up

we dont have to like everything we do rite
we just have to do it
once we started
we ought to complete
and to completion I'm heading

hari ini dalam sejarah

2009-07-29T15:24:00.002+08:00

pada hari ini sy bgn sgt awal.(mind that my class starts at 11am today)

I've got a good feeling about today.kaching.

walked out from my apartment at 10.40 which is quite early cause uni is like 5-min walk from my apartment.

pagi yg cerah dan indah dan cuaca yg x terlalu sejuk,x terlalu panas.TAPI dicemari dgn scene yg x sepatutnya.punggung mat saleh sgt unpleasant that I felt like puking.seriously.sgt sgt sgt unpleasant.

pegi print lect notes math then pegi tute elec.tute elec was ok.then got text frm tira.duit da masuk.ish btol ke??excited.abes tute tros pegi comp lab.bkk netbank.baki akaun masih 3 angka.ok kecewa.pegi lecture math dgn kekecewaan.series kecewa.couldn't concentrate.WHO SAID MONEY CANT BUY HAPPINESS.??surely it can.

borrowed felix's hp to check netbank.3 angka lg.kecewa lagi dan lagi.finished math lect at 2pm.ok,sgt xde mood nk g lect comp.again,went to comp lab,netbank masih 3 angka.kecewa sgt2 decided nk pegi beli mkn,blk,nk mkn,nk tdo,bgn br cek n if xde lg,nk tdo lg n tanak study lgsg.mogok.

blk mkn nan n butter chicken(x sedap!!!!).bli krispy kreme wpun langgar pantang larang no fatty food.baju raye x muat da.kene diet.tp sbb tensi x dpt duit xpela langgar skali skala.emosi perlu distabilkan.

sblm masuk bilik utk tdo,nmpk laptop yat tebukak.ok x dpt tahan nafsu nk cek netbank wpun sgt rase duit x masuk lg n bakal kecewa lg.login,tada!!!da jd 4 angka yg membahagiakan.THANK U MARA!!!!!!u made my day.syukran jazilan ya Allah.

mata yg kuyu,hati yg skt,tido yg x cukup,badan yg lesu,semangat yg patah,semua telah kembali pulih.terus duduk di meja study.

yes.MARA,i promise not to let u down this sem and the next sems ahead.

moga2 istiqamah.moga persistent sebagaimana persistent nk tgk netbank setiap 5minit td.hehe

kpd kawan2.sila berbelanja dgn berhemah.

p/s:dah masuk bln ketujuh x mntk duit kat abah.kejayaan besar.hehe.

entah

2009-07-18T19:05:00.002+08:00

haih,sedar x sedar it has been over a month since i last updated this blog. thinking of quitting blogging but too sayang la.

1 sem has finally over and winter break has come to an end.cpt gle x sedar wehhhh..

my result is nothing to be proud of.shame on me.guess this is what i need for me to eventually realize that I've been playing too much.It's time to start focusing.Ingat,dapat blaja ni pon pakai duit rakyat,bak kata abah.

So new sem,new book,new hope,new resolution. :)

Currently,I'm missing home so much that it hurts..seriously.not having to see how ammar mirza grows,not being able to attend every family's ocassion,etc etc etc.

maybe this is just another symptom of starting new sem.full schedule for next sem.haih,blom stat da rase penat.

Btw,winter is not all pleasant after all.with the chilly weather,windy days,seriously sejuk gle!!!nak bukak heater all the time nnt bil melambung.tidur dlm kesejukan.nak masuk toilet pon takut.haha.but this is a new experience kan.so i'm grateful.i'm starting to appreciate msia's weather.tp tahla kot2 blk nanti sibuk komplen msia panas.haha

and i've moved out from hall a month ago.and i'm loving this shelter we have.sgt dkt ngan uni :D hope this can boost my interest utk pegi library n study.constantly.no more last minutes..boleh ke ni nad?????i dont have faith in myself.haih..moga2 Allah kuatkan semangat saya :)

And life is not always about getting things go in ur way kan.sometimes we'll have hiccups.But i'm grateful Alhamdulillah.Dugaan ini kan buat kita lagi dekat dgn Allah. :)

To all my sahabat.Thanks for the support.Ukhwah fillah :)

Salam dari Sydney .

serabai

2009-06-11T17:46:00.003+08:00

kalau nmpk minah ni kat mane2 jalan menonong muka penat bawak beg berat dan nampak kurang teratur,silala tegur.jangan ingat die sombong.she has turned into a nerd for these few weeks coz it's exam month!gudluck sume.

penah rasa tak?

2009-05-31T09:53:00.002+08:00

korang pernah rasa tak apa aku rase?

bila exam dah dekat sangat2.

bila assignment byk yang due.

bila terlalu banyak urusan yg perlu diselesaikan dgn pantas.

tapi masa tu la perasaan malas datang bertalu2.

tapi masa tu la rasa nak tgk cerita ni.

tapi masa tu la nak layan series itu.

tapi masa tu la takde mood nak buat pape.

dan akhirnya kau stress.

dan akhirnya kau makin berserabut.

dan akhirnya ko jadi MAKIN TAKDE mood.

kau pernah rasa tak apa aku rasa?

bila semua orang cakap,"bestnya ko study oversea"

tapi hakikatnye tak!tak weh!

aku bukan tak bersyukur,malah sangat2 bersyukur dpt menimba pengalaman ini.

tapi duduk kat oversea ni

expectation org makin besar makin tinggi

competition yg sangat sengit

rasa inferior yg menimpa-nimpa

yes,if u were here for a vacation

then it would be nice.

sedih weh bila banyak yang kita ketinggalan di malaysia

tapi syukur.

pengalaman ini...
buat aku lebih matang
buat aku lebih faham
buat aku lebih tahu
buat aku lebih tabah
buat aku lebih kuat
buat aku lebih sabar
buat aku lebih berdikari
paling penting
buat aku lebih menghargai insan-insan yg tersayang.

biarpun kadang2 berendam air mata
kerana rindu
rindu keluarga
rindu sahabat
rindu malaysia

but i believe
at the end of this journey
i'll look back
and smile
and cry
not because i'm sad
but because i'm happy
i took this road
and i made it through

i came as a girl
i'll go as a woman
yg solehah insyaAllah

maybe there's a better road for us
but who would've known
if we've never gone through it

maybe this is the best way for us
but who would've known
if we've never gone through it either

and i will never regret this road i'm taking

so
be strong
be wise
be patient

insyaAllah we'll succeed.

pray,as prayer is the greatest weapon of all
and i pray for the success,not just for myself but for all of us.

Goodluck for the final semester 1 sahabat.
We made it through this 1 whole semester.
4 years would just be a blink of eye.

p/s::dah beli tiket balik summer!yeay!

buat sahabatku

2009-05-20T06:00:00.001+08:00

sahabatku,
ini ujian Allah
kuharap kau tabah
doaku sentiasa mengirimu
moga Allah mengembalikan kesihatannya
jgn putus asa ya sahabatku
aku sayang kau sgt banyak!
:)

surat buatmu sahabat

2009-04-16T08:02:00.002+08:00

wahai sahabat,
apa khabar imanmu?

wahai sahabat,
aku cuba menghindari penyakit hati ini.
tapi...

mana solatmu sahabat?
mana solatmu??

solat itu kan tiang agama.
seperti tertegaknya tiang rumah.
begitulah solat ertinya buat agamamu.
tidak cukup lima,
maka goyahlah agama.
tidak cukup lima,
sendenglah agama.
tidak cukup lima,
robohlah agama.

bumi ini milik Allah.
sejauh mana pun kita berada,
Allah masih dekat.
Allah masih melihat.
Allah masih mendengar.
Allah masih tahu.
seasing mana pun bumi ini dgn agama Allah,
bumi ini masih milik Allah.
langit dan tanah ini masih milik Allah.
pasti ada,pasti ada..
satu ruang untuk menunaikan kewajipan kepada-Nya.
tugas kita,sahabat...
hanya berusaha mencari...

ingatlah sahabat.
kejayaan yg kita peroleh sekarang.
bukan semestinya nikmat Allah
mungkin ujian buat kita.
menguji sejauh mana kebersyukuran kita buat Allah Taala
bersyukur bukan hanya dengan mengucap 'alhamdulillah'
ibadah kita sahabat..jagalah..
jgn jadi hamba yang kufur
astaghfirullah...

sudah lumrah manusia
nama pun insan
pelupa.....
tapi sahabat..
kumohon sahabat
letak Allah dalam hati
lebih tinggi dari ibu dan bapa
lebih tinggi dari sanak saudara
lebih tinggi dari kekasih hati
redha Allah yg kita cari
rahmat Allah yg kita damba
dan semua itu tak datang dgn mudah sahabat
perlu usaha
perlu istiqamah

hai sahabat.
luluh hatiku melihat kalian
benar,hancur.
lg berkecai
bila aku tak mampu berkata apa-apa
aku bukanlah sempurna
terlalu takut bahkan dgn kata-kata kalian
sejauh ini kumampu
maaf kalian,
aku bukanlah sahabat yg baik.

aku doakan,
semoga kita semua
sentiasa berada di atas jalan yg diredhai Allah.
amiiinn

bicara

2009-04-16T07:58:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt,

Bicara Allah, dengarkanlah

I

setiap hari pasti ada bicara Allah kepada kita.

ada yang halus, ada yang jelas.

tapi yang istimewanya bicara Allah ini, dengarnya bukan pada telinga.

tapi dengan hati...

aneh, tapi itulah caranya.

kerana itu surat cinta Allah kepada manusia, iaitu al Quran, perlu di'baca' dengan hati.

II

pernahkah anda tersepak batu?

sakitkan? boleh jadi lebam seminggu.

tapi tunggu!

mungkin ini salah satu bicara Allah kepadamu

"oh ya?"

tapi hati perlu terbuka, perlu peka...

kerana jika tidak, mungkin cuma sumpah seranah

atau keluhan, "aduh! sakit!" yang terpacul dari mulut kita

lihatlah, dan pandanglah dengan hati...

istighfar, mungkin ada dosa yang dibuat tanpa disedari

istighfar, mungkin ada kewajipan atau amanah yang tidak dilunasi

istighfar, mungkin...mungkin kita memang kurang mengingati-Nya pada hari ini!

kerana itu maka muncullah batu itu sebagai asbab

perantara bicara, kasih cinta, peringatan halus dari Yang Maha Kuasa.

III

pernahkah anda ditimpa bencana?

kehilangan harta benda, atau gagal mencapai cita-cita?

pasti terpendam rasa kecewa, seolah kelam seluruh dunia

tapi, ah! sekali lagi Allah ingin berbicara dengan kita

mengajak kembali menumpukan seluruh pengharapan

hanya kepada-Nya

membalikkan paradigma

kepada apa yang penting sebenarnya

istighfar... mungkin ada dosa walau sekecil mana yang menjadi batu penghalang kepada kejayaan kita

istighfar... mungkin ibadah yang masih kurang sempurna, lalu mencacatkan buku amalan kita

istighfar... mungkin ada sesuatu yang lebih baik menanti kita, cuma perlu tunggu, untuk seketika!

IV

pernahkah anda dipuji

walaupun pada realiti, andalah manusia yang paling tidak layak disebut begini?

pada realiti, anda tahu, setiap kelemahan dan kejahatan yang tersembunyi

yang jika diketahui, mungkin tiada siapa mahu mendekati!

tapi halusnya bicara Allah

cantiknya bicara Allah...

Allah tahu, Allah tahu

setiap kelemahan, setiap kejahatan, setiap dosa, setiap detik hati, setiap prasangka

tapi Allah juga tahu, dan MAHU

supaya kamu berubah, kamu berhijrah

menjadi seperti apa yang diperkatakan, yang menjadi bahan pujian, oleh manusia tadi

menggunakan sepenuh potensi diri

istighfar... tapi jangan tertipu! di sini bicara syaitan juga akan cuba mempengaruhimu

membuatmu terdetik, "sungguh, akulah yang terbaik!"

istighfar... janganlah begitu! takut nanti mengundang penyakit demi penyakit (hati)

yang merosak terus amalanmu, akhirnya dirimu...

begitulah syaitan cuba merosakkan dirimu.

V

bicara Allah ada pada setiap kecantikan kelopak dan daun

yang tumbuh keluar setelah tiba musimnya

bicara Allah juga tergambar,

pada kanvas langit yang dihiasi bintang dan bulan di waktu malam
kepulan awan dan pelangi di waktu siang

bicara Allah juga tersebar,

di setiap urat saraf, pembuluh darah, tulang belulang

degup jantung, turun naik nafas...

hidup mati...

Dengarkah kita?

Dengarkah?

nukilan rasa

sheffield

2009

p/s:sent from fai at palmy,nz.
thx :)

tribute

2009-04-08T19:59:00.003+08:00

sy rindu si gemuk montel tembam sepet ni.
sgt temptingnye nak blk winter ni.eh x boleh2!!
oh,will be updating soon with lots and lots of pictures!as soon as easter holiday starts!

minta maaf

2009-03-29T23:09:00.003+08:00

blog yg lepas terlalu emosional.

mungkin stress dengan assignment dan tests.

ditambah lagi dgn sifat perempuan yg sememangnya emosi.

lalu masalah remeh dirasakan sgt besar.

sy mohon maaf kepada pihak yg terasa.

haih,harus perbaiki diri utk menjadi org yg bersabar.

kan Allah bersama2 org yg sabar..

mari berubah menjadi lebih baik.!

berusaha!! :)

p/s:thx fai kasi ayat quran tu.ak lg byk berfikir pastu.

kangen

2009-03-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

rindu semua orang!!!

a quick post

2009-03-26T10:01:00.004+08:00

this was done during physics lecture.
To my dearest dalila
Happy greatest 21st birthday
I love u!!
Can't wait for winter to come!

back to school

2009-03-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

i woke up quite early this morning.

monday sickness?nope..just a bit nervous.

couldn't get a tight sleep the night before in fact.

sigh sigh.

my class supposed to start at 11 but i started walking from Msia Hall around 9.40am.

few things need to be done first.

make appointment with the doctor.checked!
(i have rashes that i'm afraid they would turn ugly)

buy physics course note.checked!
there goes my 35dollars.

collect the past yr booklet from physics lab.checked!

by 10.30 we're done.we headed to Red Centre East Building.

tried to find the classroom but then couldn't find one.asked the receptionist(kot,aku pon tak tau..haha)

laaaa.classes are to be conducted at math n stats building.adoiyai..

we are the earliest to arrive.

sementara tunggu tutorial sebelum tu abes,kitorang pon duduk la kt luar kelas tu.

then datangla sorang minah yg tgh semput dan agak cuak mukanya.
"are u taking math1131?the class is in 1040 rite?"
"yeah2.the class haven't finished yet.we need to wait"

"thank God!i got lost just now.I even helped few ppl to find their classes coz i've come across it while searching for this class"

aku dan yati pon gelak la.
"i'm nadiah n she's hayati.and u are?"
"i'm jay."

ye itu bukan ejaan yg betul.ejaannya ialah jade louizaga.
its just her accent is deep,making it sounds like jay.
and she's 19.
paling tua la ak..
and dia jawab,"its ok,at least u can take care of us"

haha yola sangat tu milah..:P

the math tutorial was super fun.
the tutor is a bit fast,with i dunno-what-his-accent is(kemungkinan besa russia bak kata jade,tp ak n yati rasa itali)
n he keeps saying,"what's the drama","don't be so dramatic",and "god forbidden" each time we tried to solve the question using the long way.

computing lecture was dull,maybe because we don't have computers in front of us.

engg lecture was boring in the beginning then eventually started to be interesting towards the end.

finished class at 4pm.thought I saw Idraki on the way out but didn't have the courage to even greet him.haih,what an arrogant girl I am. :P

I shared my lunch with yati in order to cut off some expenses.alas perut jela sementara tgu dinner.:)
autumn is coming then winter.
lots n lots n lots of things need to be bought.

went for a jogging at centennial park later in the evening.

otak sangat berkarat.really need to polish it up fast!

p/s: ma,selamat datang ke blog yah!slalu2 la baca :)

rasa masin kot

2009-03-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

ape korang rase

bila kawan yg dekat ngan kita

tp terasa makin hari makin jauh

ak rasa sedih

ak rasa pilu

ak rasa terasing

jd lagi baik ak rasa diorg da xnak kawan ngan ak

jd ak x akan rasa ape2

cuma sedikit hambar

ok bye

burrpppdayyy

2009-03-05T07:54:00.002+08:00

Happy 51st Birthday Mama.

Urgh,missing celebrating mama's birthday.

Yesterday sent her 3 MMSs.

She needs to see pictures of me,proof that i'm doing ok here.

And I called her cause she sent me a sms saying that she worries cause I haven't called her for 2 days.Haha baru 2 hari..

Then she asked a question , "seronok ke duduk sane?"

How on earth could I give an honest answer to that??

"Xdela seronok sgt,tp xdela x seronok.ok je"

Yeah,i'm doing just FINE.but not GREAT.

I miss my home.But I'm not sickly homesick.Get it??

Yesterday went to DFO at Homebush.

Got myself a new handbag.Yeay !

4 days away to starting class.

Can't wait can't wait :)

sydneyyyy

2009-03-01T08:24:00.015+08:00

sorry for the long wait my dearest readers..
hehe poyo lak.

updates??
ok,my nephew's name is officially muhammad ammar mirza bin mohd zamri.
and i'm missing him a lot rite now.
in fact i'm missing the whole family.
like a lot!

the girls had gone out,and i'm all alone.and i guess that's the reason i'm missing Malaysia.
have to keep myself accompanied all the time i think.

tapi tipu jugak sbb semalam i officially feel there's a hole in my heart already.
a hole that only can be filled up when i finally meeting my family which would be 8 months away..time,please fly by fast!

went to bondi junction yesterday n entered osh kosh b'gosh and pumpkin patch.
nearly grab few clothes for ammar mirza,then i realized it is too early..
haih miss miss miss.

and missing mama abah long abang and adik too..

post gambar jela kt sydney ni..malas nak taip lg..haha

first meal on campus..kebab

the roomates

athirah-the-very helpful friend and natrah

ini tourist guides kami

at central

bbq day

randwick city

menggedik di bondi junction

the burden of carrying 30.5kgs of checked in baggage and almost 15kgs of handluggage and the heavy handbag and laptop bag has finally paid off..i do not need a shopping trip coz i have almost evertything. :D

and sape kata sydney x sejuk??yesterday i slept with socks,sweater and gloves on..and randwick is very windy which makes it more cold.and cool.yeah,cool,mate! :P
i think i won't wait till winter to start using heater.and the winter clothes.haha.sejuk wehhhhhh!

so far yg jumpa all are polite australians..

once happened,while i was in the toilet,my hp fell.
and i swore!"shit shit shit"
yela hp br kan..
juz 3days' old..
and then the person next door asked,
"are u ok dear??"
dgn relax ak jawab "yeah,i'm fine.its just that i dropped my phone"
"okay,i tot u don't have toilet rolls or anything"
"oh,no no.i'm fine.thx"
"no worries dear"

oh btw di sini,bila org ckp "thank u",they usually answer by "no worries" or "s'okay".
i think i need to get used to it fast.
no more "ur welcome" nadiah :)

i tink i better stop.
need to finish watching all the movies copied from tira n kak iza before class starts.

2moro is the beginning of week zero.
need to attend few lectures already.
very looking forward to generate back my already dusty brain.

doakan sy berjaya di sini ye :)
insyaAllah

sebelum dan selepas

2009-02-13T13:43:00.007+08:00

ini mak buyung sebelum....

ini mak buyung selepas...........

dan ini apa yg dibawa oleh mak buyung selama 9 bulan 8 hari.....

this is the proud grandpa and grandma.....

and this is the cute aunt :P

the 2 uncles weren't around..

alhamdulillah the baby is healthy.
the mother is perfectly healthy too..

:)

tawa dalam riang

2009-02-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

"menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah syurga
bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa
cinta kita di dunia
selamanya........."

i suggest to those who are feeling down counting the days left,
listen to this song (Laskar Pelangi by Nidji) !
a very positive song.
this is my favourite song for now!suits my mood these days.
haiya...
don't know what to feel remembering only 10days left.
yes 10 days!
the very looonnnggg wait is coming to an end.
i'm anxious..don't know what to expect.
the thought of leaving home,loved ones,my bantal busuk,my room,the familiar smell of the surrounding make me wish I could just once stop the clock.
I wanna cherish what I have as long as I want..

And I already miss dilos.
Yesterday,I almost text her num,then I remember,she's not in Malaysia anymore.
This is suck! :'(

Today I went to the dentist and optometrist.
Dental checking was free(yeah,pegi klinik kerajaan je).
"Gigi awak bersih dan tak perlu apa2 treatment",kata dentist itu.
haha,punye pemalas gosok gigi pon gigi bersih :P

Yang tak bestnya,kena buat spek.
Kesian abah!
I promise I'll study hard abah!!

Hand luggage da sumbat sikit2.
Luggage besar blom!!uwaaaa..malasnye nak packing!!!!!

korang sedih ke??aku x pon!

2009-02-09T00:19:00.003+08:00

haha.tipu aku x sedih.
malah aku sgt sedih.teramat.
pas briefing aritu,aku tros salam dgn mus.ye,mus naima asmak izyan fatihah sume da selamat di bumi adelaide.
masa salam2 aku masih mampu tergelak.
tp masa berpelukan,aku x mampu lagi sembunyi ape yg aku rase.
air mata tros bergenangan.

aku cari pula naima.
ye roomate aku yg tercinta.
2 tahun yg penuh suka duka.naima sungguh penyabar.
aku peluk dia.
sekali lagi aku x mampu tahan air mata.
biarlah org nak kata aku 'drama queen',tp aku btol2 sedih.

aku salam pula asmak.
asmak pesan,"jaga diri baik2.jaga maruah".
aku jd sebak.
slama ni segala masalah aku asmak dengar.
aku faham apa yg tersirat dlm amanah dia.

aku cari pula dilos.
ye,sahabat sekelasku selama 2 tahun.
yg byk berkongsi suka duka.
dari tawa kepada tangisan.
dr suka kepada bermasam muka.
tapi alhamdulillah,persahabatan kami tetap ukuh.
aku peluk,aku cium dia.

sumpah aku benci perpisahan.
tapi perpisahan ini adalah utk jihad di jalan Allah.
jadi aku redha.
aku terima dgn syukur.
kita patut gembira kerana impian sudah terlaksana.
aku syg kalian.
atas nama Allah,ye ukhwah ini atas nama Allah.

semoga berjumpa lagi.
semoga berjaya mengejar cita2 :)

oh kenapalahhh

2009-02-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

ak sedih menonton persembahan mlm amal utk gaza.

persembahan dr umie aida and the gang.

sgt sedih.bagi yg blom tgk silala tonton.

ak smp bergenang air mata.

menitis air mata.

betapa menderitanya penduduk Palestin.

yg kini berada dlm penjara terbesar.

dikelilingi oleh tembok tinggi dan lautan.

kebuluran.kesejukan.kesedihan.

isteri tanpa suami.

ibu tanpa anak.

anak tak berbapa.

yatim piatu.

sehelai sepinggang.

kejam sungguh Yahudi laknatullah!!!!!!!!!!

memang bangsa tak berhati perut!

Ya Allah,kuatkanlah iman dan semangat saudara2ku di Palestin.

Hidupkanla mereka dlm iman,matikanla mereka dlm iman,masukkan mereka ke dlm syurgaMu dlm iman.

amiiinn..

why why why

2009-02-01T02:09:00.002+08:00

why sad when it's not merely a goodbye?

why cry when we believe we'll meet again?

if it would not be on Earth,

insyaAllah in syurga we'll see each other again.

why don't we smile?

why don't we laugh?

because as an 'insani' we're not strong enough.

i want this to be a joyful farewell.

i want this to be a tearless farewell.

i want this to be blissful.

insyaAllah.

amin amin amin ya Rabbal alamin

setelah lama menyepi

2009-01-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

setelah banyak persoalan2 berbangkit yg dibangkitkan oleh banyak pihak yg asyik bertanya,

"apsl ko x update blog da??keje lg ke??"

jawapannye mudah : MALAS!!

gilo apo milah,dah nak bulan 2 den koje lg..

ye,setelah resign hari2 diisi dgn perkara2 yg di antaranya ialah bende paling penting............

TIDO!bak kata bonda terchenta..."ko ni x puas2 tido ke yah???"

hahahah..bilik sy amat kuat aura utk tido..x pecaye,bleh dtg test...

antara aktiviti2nya:

1. setelah solat subuh yg kadang2 tergajah,sy sambung tdo..ye,x mampu tahan mata selepas subuh walaupun hari2 tekad sblom tdo tu,sok pg pas subuh tamau tido da..tp nyata nafsu apabila bergabung dgn godaan syaitan,maka tewaslah sy yg mmg iman lg nipis dr kulit bawang ni..

2. kemudian bgn pg sbb da x pg sgt,jd panas(pas subuh tutup aircond)..g rendam lauk utk dimasak,lalu nonton tv sambil bc paper sementara tgu ayam,ikan defrost..

3. masak2.then makan.then sapu mop dapo..if rajin,sapu mop ruang tamu..ini mengambil masa yg amat lama krn bonda sy ade mata di kaki..apabila die pijak lalu tidak berpuas hati,esok kene buat lg..jd malassssssssss...hahah

4. mandi dan solat lalu makan.

5. tonton jelita.3.30 pas abes jelita je mst trtdo..sedar2 da asar.solat kejap,then sambung tgk tv balik.

6. mama balik,sy wat air n cekodok bawang.sembang2..da pukul 7..

7. pas maghrib,masak lg..kali ini bersama2 mama.tp most of the time,mama jemur kain,jd selaku satu2nye anak dara di umah,sy terpaksa menunjukkan skil wpun x terer sebenarnye..biarlah,abah ngan ma je pon nak mkn..x sdp xdela malu sgt.......:P

8. 8.30 naik mandi n solat isyak..ini adalah kerana pukul 9 sy harus berada di depan tv..yeah,nak tgk drama melayu puas2 :D

yeah,sy tau rutin sy amat membosankan..sy pon rase bosan,tp tiap kali nak kuar,kaki ni berat sgt..

dah bbrp kali plan shopping dibatalkan gara2 mls kuar umah..hehe..

jd duit gaji sy bulan lepas masih x berganjak2..

duit gaji bln ni n komisen bln lepas dah dpt jugak..

syg tol nak belanja..btolla org ckp,bila kte dah rase susa bekerja,baru tahu hargai duit..

skang ni sume cbuk tny da prepare ke belum..

dr segi fizikal 70% da ready...brg2 tgl sket2 lg je x beli..

dr segi mental entahlaa...to be frank,jiwa ak sgt kosong sekarang..excited tiada,gembira tiada,sedih pon x terasa..

mungkin kat klia nnt ak akan meraung kot???hehe :P harap tidak!

currently in klantan,visiting Kg Telosan for the last time before heading to oz..

and we haven't stopped eating since the day we arrived..

yesssss,makan masakan kampung sgt sedappppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp...

and i feel very very very very times infinity FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT....

ye,sy tau mmg sy gemok(utk paki yg suke kutuk sy),,tp ni cam da semput punya gemokk..means sgt gemokkkkkk smp mengah2..hahaha

smlm g bandar pasir puteh kunun2 nak cr telekung baru and tudung..mak2 x bg g kota bharu sbb sgt jaaammmmmmm......just for the record.tudung di klantan SAMA MAHAL dgn tudung di KL yeee..yg sy dapat hanyalah telekung yg sy x berapa berkenan tp blasah jela..sbb telekung kt KL,kain kt dagu tu kecik,susa nak cari yg besar..jadi tidak tutup aurat la kalau pakai ponn..

kejapnye dah 5 ari di kampung halaman terchenta..tomorrow we'll be heading to Jertih..the day after tomorrow we'll be off to Kuala Terengganu..

yeay yeay yeay!!tgu pasar kepayang!!!akan ak serbu kauuuuu..

haaaaaaa,suruh lg update,kan da panjang lebaqqqqq...

kla,bai!

a gift from Bata Marketing

2009-01-12T23:21:00.004+08:00

what do i get after more than 2 months of devotion to bata??

yes,an injured muscle.thank u bata for making my whole week sucks!

i am so gonna redeem the 7 hours u miscalculated.

oh btw,received this in the evening.successfully added my misery.

byk gle!!!flip thru n decided to start an early day tomorrow.

first thing tomorrow morning...khatamkan semua ini!

gudluck rakan2! :)

RIP

2009-01-08T17:42:00.002+08:00

yeah,my ipod is resting in peace.

*sigh*

current mood??mourning over the dead ipod.
air tumpah dalam beg,and i didn't notice it.
sedar2,ipod da berendam.

mungkin ipod merajuk kerana aku nak beli ipod touch??
sedihnye!!!it's a gift from my brother :'(

hp pon da makin gilak.mungkin sbb mama da bagi 1k utk beli hp baru
lalu hp merajuk.

keinginan nak beli ipod touch ak padamkan dulu.
sedang memboikot barangan AS.
xpe,bkn mati pon xde ipod kan??
mp3 sony masih ade :)

oh br dpt tau,budak2 unsw la plg last fly.
perasaan??sedikit sedih krn agak lmbt.
TAPI sy gembira.masih punya byk masa utk bersama keluarga.
dan berjumpa sahabat2 :)

this month's schedule is officially full.
sila jgn buat date dgn sy masa weekend.anda akan kecewa.
tapi februari masih banyak kekosongan.

februari ni bakal menyambut org baru.
perasaan??kosong~

kesimpulannya,sy heartless sekarang.

walaupun duit da menanti utk dibelanjakan,masih x punya nafsu utk keluar bershopping.

kan sy da kate,sy heartless skarang ni.

oh btw,sy telah 2 ari jobless.
gembira krn kembali bebas.
tapi agak penat menjadi bibik kembali.

oh,i need a vacation.
seriously...........................

out!

kesedihan

2009-01-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

bila hati ini dilukai.........................

rasa nak sepak muka kau!

rase nak tumbuk2 kau!

rase nak sepuk2 kepala kau!

rase nak terajang2 bontot kau!

rase nak tikam2 dada kau!

tapi aku masih rindu................

haih,payahnya memahamimu wahai si hati........................................

updates

2008-12-24T00:22:00.001+08:00

on sunday

despite all the bs hairul made,an old indian man made me happy.

after he had done with his payment by card(he bought 3 pairs of shoes),all of sudden he took out a rm10 note and handed it over to me.

i was puzzled,"sir,u have payed the correct amount.there's no need for extra money"

"duit raya la adik"

only then i got what he meant.he gave me tips!!first time in my life.

"its ok la uncle.i work here.i get paid here.its my job",i dont feel right taking money from customers.plus,its not a kedai makan.its norm to get tips at diners,i think.tp kedai bata??apakah??

"lagipun raye da abes la uncle."

"its ok,just take it.its for your good service.ok,thank u haaaaa"

(ade hikmah kesabaran ak pd pagi tu)

he went away with a smile on his face.

i walked away from the counter with a big grin.
alhamdulillah :)

u certainly made my day uncle. :)

my mom calls me a workaholic.
yeah, i am..duit duit duit :P

now i'm frigging tired.sapa kata keje kedai bata x penat???

penat sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt!!

everyday bgn2 je first thing fikir,malasnye nak keje!!!

tp once da jejak kedai,da keje,ilang tros bnde tu sume..

penat cuma trase ble da sampai pukul 10pm..

haih,tahan jela!

x saba tggu 6jan!!!!

and i'm a free man

big grin bigger grin biggest grin :D

*bulan ni gaji byk!yeay! :)*

i do not care

2008-12-10T00:50:00.002+08:00

how can u say that u don't care

when every single day won't pass by without thinking about it

when the exact same thing keeps bugging u as day passes by

when never in a second u forget about it

when u are hurt everyday by the never changed reason

when it's hard for u to close your eyes everyday because u miss it very much

when it's very hard for u to forgive

when it is even harder for u to forget

when u are stupid enough for not letting it go

when u never let yourself feel happy again

when u close your heart

and telling yourself one day it'll come back

then in the end

how can u say that u don't care?

how can u yell to make it clear to others,,

I DON'T CARE!!

when u yourself know that

U CARE SO MUCH

that it hurts u

that it is painful to swallow the truth

that your tears never dry up

that u will never be able to forget

that u are still hoping

that u are stupid!

yes,i am......

but i still care~

1 langkah ke sana

2008-12-09T11:43:00.002+08:00

visa telah diapprove!

alhamdulillah syukur.

sekarang hanya berurusan dgn pihak MARA.

dan persediaan.

segala-galanya berjalan lancar setakat ini,syukur kpd Allah.

Moga kami semua selamat berada di bumi Australia.

Semoga segala urusan dipermudahkan-Nya.

InsyaAllah.

amiinn.

jom bertukar ke celcom!

2008-12-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

"next yr ak tuka line la.sbb next yr klinikal,nnt byk kene call patient.mayb nak tuka celcom kot"

"eh apsl celcom??"

"tah,hehe.tp number x tuka kan.ko jgn tertipu,abg ak tu celcom tp nombor maxis."

oh lupe plak,skg ni tgh dicanang2kan.

kekalkan nombor anda dan bertukarlah sekarang

tp ak terfikir,memanglah ini persaingan.
kerana mrk tahu antara halangan org nak bertukar dr 1 syarikat operasi ke 1 syarikat operasi lain ialah mereka ingin mengekalkan nombor mereka yg sedia ada.

tp bg ak,kenapa kejar itu sume sedangkan identiti mereka ilang.??

dulu kte tau,kalau org pakai 012 je maxis,kalau 019 je celcom,kalau 016 je digi.

tp sekarang anda tau ke???

*sy tidak emo*

5 dec

2008-12-06T00:40:00.002+08:00

pada hari ini........................................

h : "weh ko g la break skg."

n : "mane bleh.nnt ak nak g solat mghrib skali.kalau break skg mane sempat maghrib."

h lalu buat2 x dgr....

a : "nadiah,u smyg pukul berapa??"

n : "sy semayang 5 kali sehari.pukul 6.30 pagi sekali,then antara pukul 1-4 sekali,then antara 4.30-7 sekali,then antara 7-8.30 sekali,last mlm la,sy blk keje semayang.

a : "ooo,sy tau..dulu ada jugak pekerja sy mcm itu.tp apsal ini budak x smyg??"

a juih bibir ke arah h.

n : "i xtaula die.u tny die sendri la apa pasal die x smyg"

h dengan muka selamba kodok menjawab, "u x kasi i smyg,i x smyg la".

haih,bile pulak la si aha bos ak ni x kasi smyg..ak ni die kasi je smyg..aha pon tau ari jumaat ade smyg jumaat,yg si h(name penuh terpaksa dirahsiakan) ni bleh wat muka selamba keje..

bkn h ni je,abg2 cashier tesco tu kebanyakannya mmg x g solat jumaat..
yg lg menyedihkan,pacik2 guard,cashier2 yg da tua ni,lgsg x nmpk malu jg kaunter tym solat jumaat..

zainuri??entahlaaa...last week shift die start 3pm,jd ak anggap die solat jumaat.
td ak masuk 1.30pm x nmpk die.2.15pm br nmpk..jd ak anggap die g solat jumaat.tp entahlaaa..

haih,makin lame makin byk lelaki x berkualiti..cmne nak jd pemimpin keluarga ni????

oh,menjawab komen sahabat2 ttg post terdahulu.

ye,sy agree ngan mira,dugaan waktu bekerja.

dilos:mmg lg senang xplain kt bos dr xplain kt org melayu sendiri.

iman sy mmg nipis.ade juga kdg2 sy tego rakan sekerja tu,tp die wat x dgr..

utk tego byk kali??haih,mmg x mampu,sy mengaku.

yg dak2 len pula,ade yg berskirt pendek.cmne sy nak ajak??x reti!!!

ye sy tau sy berdosa krn x berdakwah,tp sy hanya mampu membenci dlm hati..haih,lemahnya iman~~

pada hari ini juga..........................................

budak kedai sebelah yg berusia 17 tahun masuk bata time die tgh break.

ak yg mmg da lama tertanya2 lalu menguatkan tekad tuk bertanya.

"dulu awk berenti skola kenapa ek??"

"oo,kte kawen tym form 3..then bln 12 tu kte beranak.tym bln 2 nak masuk form 4 rase x sanggup sbb anak br 2 bulan.kte pon nak daftarla tym bln 5.tp skola ckp xleh sbb da lmbt..kte pon berenti la tros skola.keje"

wut????kawen??????

"eh,bwh umur bkn xleh ke???parents awk kasi pulak??"

"boleh je,tp kene mntk kebenaran mahkamah.parents kte jenis bg je klo tol tu anak nak."

"ooo,so skg anak umur brapa??"

"da setahun lebih..ni anak kte!!",kata die sambil tunjuk gmbr kt hp.
"yg slalu anta kte tu bkn bf kte laaaa..tula husband kte..."

ooo,pttla ak cam pelik ble die slalu berkepit ngan mamat tu,rupa2nya laki die..

"x susa ke kawen awal??"

"xdela susa pon, ok je...xdela mewah..keje pon bkn cam remaja2 len,leh shoping2..keje kene igt anak."

perbualan terhenti ble ade customer mntk kasut..

hish,sebok je!!!!!!

"Awk!kte masuk dulu ek??bye!!!",kata die sambil tersenyum..

moga jodoh mereka berkekalan...amiinn~~

sukarnya nak menjawab

2008-12-05T00:48:00.002+08:00

tiap kali ak kua break,ak akan bawak beg.

tiap kali ak kua,akan ade mulut yg bertanya,

"nak balik da ke??"

"eh xlaaa..nak break"

"ooo,,apsal yg usung beg tu??"

"ooo,ade brg.."

"brg ape??nmpk penuh je beg"

"brg berharga..heheh"

ye,mmg berharga sgt..telekung sy...

haih,yg bertnya sume melayu,sume Islam,tp sukar benar ak nak menjawab.

kenapa??krn ak x penah lihat mrk bersolat.ak x penah terdengar langsung mrk hendak pergi bersolat.

ade smpai 1 tahap ak perhati dan teliti mereka krn tidak mahu timbul fitnah dlm hati.

ye,tiada gaya mereka bersolat.

bagaimana ak nak jawab??ak tidak mahu singgung perasaan mereka..

lebih mudah bagi ak menjawab apabila aha(bos cina ak) bertanya.

"nadiah,tgl la beg u tu"

"x bolehla aha,ade kain utk sy semayang"

"oooo ic......"

kejadian lain.........................................

"pegi mane dik??"

"pegi makan",jwb ak sambil tersenyum..

sebenarnye ak pegi solat...

sukarnya ingin menjawab dgn jujur..

tp ble dengan bos ak....

"aha,sy pegi semayang kejap ye.."

"ok,pegila...."

haih,terlalu mudah pula....................

dunia sudah terbalikkah??atau iman ak yg terlalu nipis??

ye,iman ak lebih nipis dr kulit bawang..

Ya Allah,bantulah hambaMu ini...amiiin~~

mynewss??

2008-12-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

haih,don't even have the guts yet to tell aha(my boss) that i want to resign.

the only reason that i tink seems to b the best n polite way is..

i'm going back to kampung for hari raya aidiladha for a week!!

tipu sunat,klate banjir camna nak blk.haha

but then cmne kalau die ckp,"xpela,afta a week dtg blk"????

isk,gaji kat mynews tu is rm200++ more than bata..

ak bkn mata duitan sgt,but then i need the money for my prep to aussie.

i want to enlighten my parents' burden..

xkanla bnde2 yg i can afford nak mntk jugak parents kan..

n mamat nepal tu td singgah kedai utk bincang2 ngan colleague ak yg pon nak berenti keje sbb gaji sikit..

he works for living..basic die sgt rendah,550 je..

then that gurka said to my colleague,"u nnt keje dulu cni(mynews tesco)..nnt i transfer u to ou".

then ak nyampuk,"i nnt nak ou same ngan die"

then gurka tu jawab"u xleh,u kene keje cni(mynews tesco)"

ak pon ngan berang jawab "apsal pulak???"

"sbb i suke u!"

haha..i felt like throwing up..

ape2 jela prem(his name)..i know u were joking..

dan harini hari bahagia juga kerana zainuri telah menegur sy!haha..no big deal la kan.tp sbb suke kt die,jd bahagia!!!

oh and td ade 1 customer..smbg punye smbg,turn out to b her son is in india n was in kmb..n ex mrsm kkb..tp x tnye lak name..malassss..

then she asked,"kenal budak mrsm langkawi x??"

"oh kenal ramai jugak!kwn2 kms ramai jugak langkawi dulu.apsl kak??"

(kak,xkn nak pgl macik..hehe)

"ade kwn diorg meninggal kan because of lung cancer.kesian die,x minum x smoke tp kene jugak.dulu die blaja kt melbourne kan.."

"oh,wan maisara??tula sy ade dengar dr kawan2..dgr cte die x tahan kemo..dah ajal kak.."

"she was a friend of my son"

ak pon angguk2 sambil tersenyum...

ramainya kenal arwah..walaupun sy x kenal die,tp mendengarkan cerita2 dr sahabat2 sy,die seorang yg mengagumkan..

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

Alfatihah~

twilight

2008-12-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

haha gimik je.

had to cancel the plan.

mr 'u-know-who-u-are" kepenatan hari ni.

oh btw saya pon penat.

off to bed.bye 2nd dec.

hello 3rd dec!

*cptnye masa berlalu*

silap lg

2008-12-02T02:19:00.001+08:00

zainuri laaaa...bkn zainurin...

arini kami bersembang lg!!!

tu pon sbb ak beli pendrive n die kt c2 tym tu..

haha..

*bahagia*

cute la awk ni.......... :D

program esok hari

2008-12-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

1. medical checkup.haih,mst bangun awal!!

2.nonton twilight!!oh my edward,tunggu ak!! :D

oh pada hari rabu nonton madagascar bersama kemetots..

erm pd hari ni keje sgt hambar..then gatal mulut g tnye keje kosong kt mynews..and diorg mmg cr org!!gaji masyuk~~
ak leh dpt 900 konfem,and if i work extra hours i'll be getting more than 1k..
kaaaccciiinnnggg(bunyi mata duitan) :P
actually if i work full time i'll b getting 1200 or 1300 senang2 je but then nnt potong epf socso blah blah,so mlsssss...lagipon nak keje sebulan je..
and mamat nepal tu beria nak ak masuk keje..haha..bkn mrk gatal,tp kata mrk pompuan yg keje kat cineleisure tu pemalas!!keje asek sembang ngan laki,swoh wat keje xnk..haha,ade gak pemalas cm2 :P
haih,mmg ak ni x setia n cpt bosan..br sebulan da nak tuka keje..
tp ok wut,new experience..
borang da isi tp x anta lg sebab xtau nak ckp cmne ngan bos nak berenti..she needs me..bayangkanla x smp sebulan keje die da percaya swoh ak wat opening,closing,tutup kedai bkk kedai blah blah etc..

rakan2,sy perlukan pendapat anda!!

if i accepted the job offer,i'll b working whether in ou or cineleisure..

apa pendapat anda????

they say

2008-11-30T03:12:00.002+08:00

they say the opposite of love is not hatred

but indifferent..................

benarkah??

benarkah wahai hati???

"ya,benar",jawab hatiku..

haih hati,mari berusaha melupakan..

sepanjang kerja full pada hari ini

2008-11-30T02:51:00.002+08:00

1)pada hari ini ak telah ditipu oleh abg rongak itu..

selepas je ak byr duit paper metro,ak pon tggu la balance 30 sen itu.

then ak tanye abg tu,"mane balance??"

"arini kan ari minggu sayang.rm1.50"

ak dgn tersipu2 malu,blah dgn machonye..

5min kemudian,dtgla prem(salah satu nepal yg gatal tu) anta balance tu blk.

"bodoh punye budak!,"secara spontan ak ckp..

"u la bodoh,pergi pecaye die"..amek ko sebijik..nepal ckp ak bodoh!!haha

sbb nak cover malu,ak pon nak malukan die blk.

then ak ckp.."eh,u bwk basikal ek dtg keje??"

lalu nepal tu dgn muka blushing tros bertanya pd colleague ak.."die tau ka??camna die tau?u kasitau??"

hahah..trase cute lak nepal2 tu konvoi ramai2 blk umah nek beskal..

kalau ujan tah cmne la mereka meredah..huahuahuahuah :P

2)ak pelikla kenapa laki ni sgtla pelik perangai mereka..1 ari diorg leh jd baik bertegur sapa sembang2,sok nye tros wat2 x knl..

3)sgt penat!!!!!ngantok pon ye..separuh hari ni diabeskan dgn termenung sampai kene tego ngan akak cashier tesco.."ai,jauh termenung??"...kebetulan lak ak termenung kt arah abg cashier tesco yg agak cute..da la die ade awek..maka dgn itu bermula la lg sesi jeling menjeling,bisik berbisik akak2 tesco yg hawt2 tu :P
apa2 jela akak2 oiiii..asalkan korg x sentuh ak...huhu

sejak bekerja ni hidup terase hambar..tp lebih teratur..blaja utk value masa yg ade...

next week sooooo many plans are waiting!!but so little time...haih2

sok dpt gaji..yeay!!alhamdulillah...

sy telah buktikan sy boleh bekerja :D

anda bagaimana??

beberapa kejadian

2008-11-29T01:33:00.002+08:00

haih.since keje ni payah benar nak update blog.

blk keje da kul 11,lepak2 tgk tv then on9 kejap je da kul 1-2am..

kene tdo awl,sok keje lagi..

smpt tgk ape yg penting je eg:email

baiklah ak akan update bbrp perkara..

1. satu2nya abang keje kat mynews.com ialah melayu.bila die slalu lalu depan kedai ak utk pegi toilet,die hanya akan pandang sekali lalu je kat ak.ak pon pelik dan assume bhw die sombong.krn die stylo,ak plak comot jer g keje..hehe :P
rupa2nya,...
time ak beli paper kt kedai tu 1 pagi ni,ak adela tnye die bbrp soklan..pada mulanya die malu gle nak bkk mulut2,ble die bkk je,br la ak tahu kenapa die x penah senyum beria kat aku..die rongak
baiklah,sy maafkan awk abg :D

2.sorang pacik guard tesco ni sgt baik ngan ak..ak pgl die pacik,tp die cbuk pgl ak adek..ak ok jela,tp ble2 pk blk jd takut lak.,sbb die mntk gmbr la,ajak tgk wyg laa,,kasi duit suruh g mkn laaa..tp die baik as in die xdela nmpk menggatal gle2..die ckp cam men2..so apekah pendapat anda wahai rakan2??

3.oh cik abg cashier yg ak ske tu,namanya zainurin,bkn zainuri..dan die mmg sgt comel ok!sape2 yg penah tgk hana yori dango,die version domyouji melayu :D
dan 2 ari lepas time die jg cashier depan kedai ak keje,kami telah bersembang!!dan yg plg penting die yg tegur ak dulu...huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa(angau!!!)
dan bermulalah sesi penjulingan akak2 cashier yg ak xtau ape mslh diorg..

4.oh,ble bc blog jason br ak teringat..arini ade 1 customer masuk kedai..baju die masyaAllah,cam org kafir..nmpk abes lurah dendam..yg dlm kaler ape sume nmpk..dgn skirt pendeknye..mula2 ak ingatkan india sbb die gelap sket,tbe2 hp die bunyi..she speaks malay,jadi jelaslah die org melayu dan mestilah agama Islam kan..elok2 je die kuar kedai,sorg pacik guard(bkn yg di atas) tgh jln dgn laju smbil pgg perut die(bergegas ke jamban) tros pandang die..(exactly pd lurah die bhgn atas)..
ak pon pndg pacik tu smbil geleng2 kepala..
"baik xyah pakai tros kan dik??"
ak hanya mampu tergelak cover malu..................
nauzubillah~~

5.da keje ni br la ak tau mcm2 ragam manusia ni..dan yg penting,ak da reti kwn ngan nyah..
sounds funny and pelik,tp sbnrnye diorg ni sgt baik,klaka dan slamber..

6.mat2 nepal yg ak cte on the previous entry??mrk sudah menggatal ngan akak kedai emas berskirt pendek..jadi ak amat lega!!trima kasih!! :D

penat x keje ek???x kot ble dpt colleague yg best dan bos yg superb..
lebih2 lagi tiap2 ari leh cuci mata ngan zainurin :DDD
haih,sedar2 da nak cukup sebulan keje..cepatnye masa berlalu..
jadi sedih pulak..makin dekat masa utk pergi......ak blom bersedia!!!

balik nepal??

2008-11-25T02:00:00.002+08:00

latest updates after a loooonnnggggg silence??

ye,krn sikap ignorance adik ak yg telah meninggalkan pc terbukak tatkala hujan lebat ribut petir,maka dgn bergayanya pc telah jahanam!

anta for repair and it will take max 1 month.

wth??dan dgn alasan yg sgt munasabah ini,sy da dpt laptop!!!!hehe..:P

berbalik kpd topik asal..

dgn ini secara rasminya sy mengumumkan,sy telah dingorat oleh 2 org mamat nepal ke bangla xtau yg bekerja di mynews.com...dan ini sgt menggelikan saya smp naik bulu roma.
xpecially ble lalu je kedai,diorg akan buat bunyi tikus mondok kelaparan(ke kegatalan??)entahlaaa..lalu secara refleks sy akan terpandang lalu mereka akan sengih spt kera sumbang lalu menampakkan gigi yg straight kalah pembaris..maka terdetik seketika,"eleh gigi palsu la tu".

pd suatu hari,sorg tu siap brani masuk kedai bata(tmpt sy bekerja) semata2 krn nak tuka coins.wth??g la kt cashier tesco!!lalu dgn gigil2 sy menyorok dlm stor.haha

sy xmau blk nepal!!!or bangla!!or mane2 pon.

sy syg malaysia...

doakan sy selamat ye rakan2??

p/s: sy xnk mat bangla tu!!sy nak cik abg zainuri,si cashier tesco yg sgt cute!!! :D

pujian

2008-11-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

pujian 1 :

dtg2 keje td,hairol ckp.
"ah har kata ko rajin".
"yeke?dia cakap cmne?"tanya aku pulak.
"dia cakap kau rajin la.tapi takut nak panjat tangga tinggi2".
"duuhhh,mmgla takut.kalau jatuh cmne??",aku jawab dlm ati jela.
tp hatiku berkembang2 sbb gembira..manager kedai ckp aku rajin!!!! :D
n today,i managed to climb to get the highest shoe box.
a round of applause for myself!
*grin*

pujian 2 :

tgh sembang2 dgn minah kedai sebelah sbb customer xde,and sgt bosan.
budak tu baru form4.
smbg2 tbe2 die tnye,"awak skola ktne??".
for the first time in my life,a total stranger asked me where am I schooling!!!
slalunye org akan tnye either which uni or keje ktne.
"akak da 20 la dikkk.nampak muda ke??",tanya aku sambil gelak2.
"a'a laaaa!!!nmpk muda!!kecik jeeee..cam budak2!!!",jwb jojo(nama budak tu)
"kecik,cam budak2,muda??apakah??hahahahahah.budak ni rabun kottt!!",monolog dalamanku.
but i took it as a compliment.a very very rare compliment.
thank you jojo,u totally made my day
*grin*

kejadian x diingini

2008-11-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

kejadian x diingini 1:

dgn konfiden pnjt la tangga utk amek kotak kasut yg terletak nun tinggi.
instinct ku mengatakan bhw kotak itu akan jatuh.
kebetulan bos cina ak tgh dok rehat2 kt tepi tgga.
ak pon sound,"jaga2 kepala.nnt kotak jatuh!"
sebaik shj ak menamatkan ayat aku,maka kotak itu yg spt sedang menanti masanya tros jatuh menghempap cina perempuan yg baik tu.
gedebuk!!maka ijau la muka ak!tp pelik,pas 5 saat cina tu x mrh ponn???
"ah ha,soriiiiiiiiii..x sengaja!!sori2"
"xpe2,no ploblem!"
aku pon blah la kua,kat customer tgh tgu.
*rasa bersalah menyelubungi diri*

kejadian x diingini 2:

tgh selotape kotak,tbe2 terangkat salotape tggi lalu kene dahi cina itu lg.
haih 2nd time in a day??apakah??
"haiya,lu apa pasat arini??"
"sorila ah ha...xtau la kenapa!!sori2"
"hehe,takde apela.its ok"
*rasa bersalah menyelubungi diri*

arini bwk bekal lg :D
nasi putih+ayam goreng+daging singgang+sayur goreng,air masak,dan pisang lagi.
save lg duit.hehe :P

saving??

2008-11-04T23:58:00.001+08:00

ye,sy berjimat cermat.
pd arini sy bawa bekal.
nasi goreng+telur mata kerbau,air masak dan pisang.
hehe..
bkn kedekut.
berjimat.

first day

2008-11-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

penatnye berdiri~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kejadian 1

adela 3 org budak2,1 org remaja,dan 1 dewasa masuk kedai.
aku pon entertain,sbb yg dewasa itu sgt macho!haha.
igtkan bapak budak2 tu,tp cam x logik lak.
tbe2 dgr dak2 tu pgl 'abg syah'..yeah!!!abg je~~ :P
diorg da setel pilih2 beli2,tbe2 sorang dak pmpuan tu tanye,'where's my sock???'
yg lg sorg lak tnye,"where is my shoes??"
adoilaaaaaaa,da melilau kene cr 1 kedai.
tgk2 ade bwh seat.jd kami bantai gelak.
lalu customers tu berlalu dgn muka tebal..

moral of the story:jgn cr bf ramai adik.boleh jd pening! :P

kejadian 2

nmpk 2 customers approaching kedai.
agak hensem,tp makin lame makin dekat,makin jelas.
haih,'mat patah' rupa2nya..
syg sungguh.
jika mrk gagah mst mrk jd idaman gadis2..
smoga Allah beri mrk hidayah..amiiinnn....

kejadian 3

ini terjadi dlm kedai.
sorg mamat cina ni,ak xtau la die keje kt kedai tu ke x.
tp dr ak masuk mmg die ade,cam pekerja2 len.
tp tgn die mmg melekat ngan hp.
dok sengih2 sendiri.(angau mungkin??)
kepala pon tenung hp je..
ak pon tnyela brader yg keje skali tu.
brader tu ckp,ye mmg itula keje die..haha..
kalaulah ak pon bleh cm2.....................................................................

wpun penat berdiri,tp okla keje ni,
atleast cina ni baik kasi ak pilih waktu rehat so dat ak leh solat.
n plg besttt masuk tghhari,which means i get to wake up late n have my lunch first.
jd save duit d c2 :D

hopefully lekat ngan job ni and buktikan kat parents n akak ak,ak xkn quit!!
hehe :P

br 1st day da bosan~~~

invitation

2008-11-01T17:19:00.003+08:00

aunty khadijah aka ashraf's mom sent this yesterday.coolness.tp jemput 2 org je.apakah??
baru berangan nak pegi.nak tgk sket cantik sgt ke si bunga citra lestari tu?? :P
the card was very simple.

that's all.

hari ini

2008-10-30T16:44:00.001+08:00

menjadi bibik dari pagi.

hambar?

mungkin..............

penat?

pasti.................

marah?

tidak.................

ini tanggungjawab dan aku buat dgn ikhlas.

Alhamdulillah :)

sakit lagi?

2008-10-29T19:29:00.004+08:00

thot abah was doing ok.but then he keeps on sleeping today.

cooked him rice porridge,he didn't even touch it.no appetite,he said.

his fever is very high.he's having severe sore throat.cannot swallow food,too painful!

haih,kerisauan melanda diri.

get well soon,daddy!!

sakit

2008-10-29T11:06:00.002+08:00

pagi ini kira2 pukul 7.30,dgr mama buka pintu bilik aku dgn kunci.

"yah,bangun.ngantuk ke x??"

"konfemla ngantuk,baru 7.30pagi.lagi mau tnya",jwb aku dlm hati..

"bangunla yah,anta abah gi klinik.die demam truk!then anta ma gi kerja pulak"

*keta tgl 1 sbb keta lg 1 eksiden last 2 weeks.*

"adeyh,kene drive ke??takutlaaaaa lepas eksiden tu",jwb aku dlm hati.tp ape2 pun aku bingkas bangun.menunaikan tanggungjawab seorang anak kepada ibu dan bapanya.aku pon cepat2 mandi,siap-siap.It's very unlike abah to get sick until he can't drive.Kerisauan itu ada jd mcm lipas kudung la aku bersiap.

Terus start enjin,tgu about 5mins then tros gerak to klinik kesihatan tangling(sbb plg dkt ngan pejabat mama n its free).The road was congested,maybe because its almost 8am.Stucked in the traffic for almost half an hour,then arrived safely.Sepanjang perjalanan tu sempat lg org tua yg sakit tu byk2 ckp,buat2 lawak.padahal x larat.haih2.x paham aku. :D
Drop abah in front of the clinic to find parking.Then went to see him before he shoo-ed us(mama n I) to go breakfast.Abes mkn nasi lemak n teh o ais limau,pegi tgk abah lg.He needs a blood test!Adoilaaa,,risau!!!His temp was 38.8celcius.Then hantar mama to office coz she's already late.Went back to the clinic,cudn't find any parkings.Decided to wait in front of the clinic.And I waited for 2 hrs.Haih,sabar jela~~~

Then abah dtg,looking all fine.The first question was,"apa doktor ckp psl blood test??"
"xde pape la,he suspected denggi,tp bkn".Relieved!!!!

Recently,my good friend's mom was admitted because of heart attack when we were at BTN camp.She was very calm,makes me think its true when Allah says He won't try on His creature something he/she can't resist,can't stand.

Sometimes,the thought of losing someone you really love makes u appreciate them more.What happened to her family makes me appreciate my mom more.Makes me appreciate my dad more.Makes me value them the most.

These 3 months left,I promise I will use it wisely.I don't want to regret it once I'm in OZ.

Ajal maut di tgn Allah,entah sampai bila aku mampu berbakti pd mama dan abah.
Terbayarkah pengorbanan mereka??
Aku tidak mahu jadi anak derhaka.
Aku mahu menjadi anak solehah,anak yg doanya diterima Allah.
InsyaAllah.

p/s: be strong my dear.Allah only tests u to make u tougher.Cubaan Allah adalah utk meningkatkan keimanan seseorg.Ingat,dugaan Allah ni tanda Dia menyayangi kita.Aku tahu kau boleh!!*U know who u are* :)

tiba-tiba

2008-10-28T16:53:00.002+08:00

org cbuk wat entry post-btn.ak terfikir................................

tatkala org sibuk mencari cinta manusia,
aku mahu leka mencari cinta hakiki,cinta kpd-Nya.

tatkala org sibuk meluahkan kata cinta kpd sang kekasih,
aku mahu leka meluahkan kata cintaku kpd-Nya.

tatkala org sibuk menangis kerana takut kehilangan si dia,
aku mahu menangis kerana takut kehilangan cinta kpd-Nya.

tatkala org sibuk menyiat-nyiat kulitnya sendiri di neraka kelak krn berpegangan tgn,berpelukan,berciuman,
aku mahu dosa-dosaku berguguran krn bersentuhan dgn suamiku sendiri.

tatkala org berzina hati kerana merindui yg dicintai,
aku mahu bertambah-tambah pahala kerana merindui yang halal bagiku.

tatkala org sibuk mahu bercinta,bertukar-tukar pasangan,
aku mahu nikah.ye,aku mahu yang halal.

"Ya Allah,pertemukanlah aku jodoh yg baik utk agamaku,masa depanku,rezekiku,dan keluargaku.Amiinnn"

p/s: post ini tidak ada kaitan dgn yg hidup mahupun yg mati.harap maaf.

entry buat seseorang

2008-10-26T01:11:00.003+08:00

entry ini buat sahabat sy yg berada jauh di Ann Arbor,yg telah lama tidak menelefon sy.

sy rindu kamu!

mimpi???

2008-10-19T01:44:00.002+08:00

few days back when i was sleeping,i dreamed a weird dream.

"we went off to oz already,n i went to an unstated university,which means i didn't go to UNSW.
then i was sickly homesick and keep on crying.When i met my friends during the holiday,i asked them how's UNSW and how regretful i am for choosing 'the university' instead of UNSW."

yeah,IDP allowed me to change to RMIT,MARA allowed me to change,RMIT itself said that there is still availability,yet Allah knows the best.

even before we decide last ramadhan,i did istikharah,but i didn't see any clues as clear as this one.
Alhamdulillah,this week,aftar few days of istikharah,i got this dream.Praise to Allah for showing this way.Now i'm 110% sure that UNSW is the best for me.

kpd sahabat yg memberi pandangan,terima kasih byk2.

ranking tidak penting bg sy.
employment tidak penting bg sy,
yg lebih penting,petunjuk dr Allah,krn hanya Allah yg mengetahui apa yg berada di depan kita,
sedangkan kita,hamba yg kerdil ini tidak mempunyai ilmu seluas itu.
Jika Allah tunjukkan jln sy utk ke RMIT,maka sy yakin itulah yg terbaik buat sy,
perancangan Allah itu adalah lebih baik.
pendapat boleh diberi,tp berilah dgn cara yg baik.
I'm not a stupid,ignorant person who won't accept any opinions.
Perasan shbt harus dijaga.
Hablumminannas harus dijaga juga,bkn hanya hablumminallah.

Moga pilihan kita semua diberkati oleh-Nya,InsyaAllah :)

nanti

2008-10-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

bila sy merajuk nnt

sy mau si dia belanja aiskrim

and says that he's sorry n he really means it

i don't need fancy gifts

nor ridiculously expensive presents

all i need is sincerity.

and i hope u have one.

dulu dan sekarang

2008-10-15T15:08:00.004+08:00

bila sy merajuk dulu2
abah belikan jam

bila sy merajuk sekarang
abah belikan coklat

bila sy merajuk dulu2
abah ajak gi shopping

bila sy merajuk sekarang
abah beli coklat lg,cuma brand lain

bila sy merajuk pd masa akan dtg,
masih adakah lg abah??

sy bersyukur krn masih ada abah

anda bagaimana??

p/s: post ini tatkala sy tgh down atas sbb2 tertentu.

I got it.plz reconsider,MARA and IDP!!!

2008-10-14T15:51:00.002+08:00

Dear Nornadiah

Thank you for your email.

Please be advised the availability of places is subjected to the program meeting its capacity for the intake.At this stage the program is available for next intake.
To ensure your place is secured in the program, please fill out and forward us the Offer Response Form, accepting the offer. And forward us the Financial Guarantee as soon as it becomes available.
For us to process the acceptance.

Regards
Reshmi

Scholarships and Sponsorships
International Services
RMIT University
Level 4, 239 Bourke Street, Melbourne, VIC Australia 3000
Tel: (+61 3) 9925 5135 Fax: (+61 3) 9663 6925
www.rmit.edu.au/international
CRICOS provider code: 00122A

I'm starting to lose hope.Yakin,Allah tahu yg mana lebih baik.Aku hanya mampu berdoa.
Apa2 pun yg jd,aku redha.

Kpd rakan2 yg annoyed dgn ape aku buat,jgnla mcm tu.
U guys shud support me.And aku x menyusahkan sapa2.Aku x suruh korang tlg aku merayu kt IDP or even MARA and aku xde tiba2 nak menempek tumpang sekaki ngan korang.Aku dah di'offer' tgl dgn kwn aku yang dah ade kat sana.Jd plz,for once,b supportive!

thanks so much cik yuna!

2008-10-13T23:36:00.007+08:00

yuna showing off her superb talent!

yesterday was awesome.

yuna's voice is simply beautiful.

her vocal is flawless.

her voice in live and in album doesn't have any differences.(proof she has a good voice)

thx to the girls too :)

family reU(konon2)

bersama cik yuna yg sgt sedap suaranya :DD

thx yuna!i'm flattered :DD

the girls.lg 2 org xtau pegi mana.

oh and i saw a man,looks exactly like piyan.
wif the spectacles and all.
its just that he's a bit smaller than piyan.
pelanduk dua serupa maybe?

I'm sorry

2008-10-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello ms carmen.I'm Nornadiah from KMS.
I know you will not be pleased with what I'm going to say.
I'd like to apologize first.
Due to problems in getting accomodation and the super expensive accomodation on-campus at UNSW,can I change the university???
I'm begging you..
I'd like to change to RMIT.
I already got the offer there.And I will be taking Electronic Engineering there.
My friend who's already there offered me to rent a house with her and her friends recently.
I'm very anxious because my accomodation at Sydney is not secured and a lot of my batchmates are going there.The probability of me getting a place at Malaysia Hall is very low.
I'm hoping very much that the IDP will allow me to do this.
Please please please.
And I'm very sorry,truly sorry for the inconvenience I caused.
Please email me fast if you have come up with the decision.
Thank you so much.

p/s:rakan-rakan,doakanla sy berjaya.
amiiinnn

sudah

2008-10-11T12:19:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of tutoring

i've made it thru

congratulations!

proud of myself

:D

currently

2008-10-11T00:36:00.004+08:00

reading this

never read the first book,KITE RUNNER
but they say it's a good book
maybe I shud get one
but english novels are ridiculously expensive!
and I don't read my novels more than once.

p/s:cik kinah,sila beli dan sila pinjamkan pada saya.
thx
syg kamuh!
:DD

abes sudah

2008-10-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

yeah finished reading it yesterday!!!!!!!!!
finally,afta almost 2 months :D
the book has 754 pages.
with the 8 months of holiday,I've listed bookssss that i want to finish reading,but but but
it's verryyyy hard to read la at home.
academic books??didn't touch at all except for PMR Maths.And that is just because I'm tutoring 2 PMR students.Oh,I get paid yahhh..very lazy to go job hunting.plus,working is tiring(based on my friend's experiences)
and if you're not lucky enuff,ur employer won't let u out to pray especially when customers are flooding the shop
oh believe me,that is my experience!
and i resign afta 1 day of working.
troublesome la those ca ya nun alif.
oh btw,breaking dawn is the 2nd best book in the twilight series.for me of course.
the first is alwiz the best!
oh twilight is a must read.
for those who like romance,i recommend twilight.It's a different kind of love story.
A love story between a vampire and a human being.
if u read the book,u'll definitely fall in love with Edward Cullen(some fall for Jacob Black.I just don't understand why)
Breaking dawn has its own twists that make the book is tempting.
At one part,u are very eager to know what will happen next until u turn few pages forward to peek.hihi
ye,menipu tp lega sebab tau.
impatience kills u know.atleast for me..
very dying to know till u wont let go the book.
and u only satisfied when u know what are the consequences of the thing that happens.
then only u can let go the book,and tuck in the comfy blanket,ready to close ur eyes then look at the watch and be super duper suprised that u have been reading the book for 3 hrs that feels like 30mins.and be overly depressed coz the pages left don't seem to be thinning.
yes believe me.
for novels enthusiast like me.
BREAKING DAWN shud be on ur wish list!

oh i need my own edward cullen.
pls?
i heart u
<3

oh lupa

2008-10-09T02:56:00.002+08:00

watak2 dlm KAMI ini juga menarik

ade watak klaka

ade watak sedih

ade watak tambahan yg terlalu obvious dan bleh tergelak
sbb watak ni x abes2 ajak makan,duduk,ckp sket2 n payungkan anak
:P

watak paling disukai------------------->ABU~

:D

KAMI

2008-10-09T02:35:00.003+08:00

today afta asar prayer,i got myself ready n drove to um to pick up my cousin and her friends.
headed to midvalley.
with one clear purpose
menonton KAMI THE MOVIE

omg!the story was so remaja-ish n believe me its hillarious!!and full with morals.
abu(by Nas-T) is really funny laaaa..da pon smpat buat lawak.

for me,the movie has the right ingredients,blended into a perfect mixture.
tahniah kpd mereka2 yg berani mewayangkan cite tu.

rating??3 and a half over 4 stars.
bak kata ali,"3 and a half je???"
"ok la tuuuuu"

"hidup ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada"

-i like this quote-

cuba cari

2008-10-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

ternampak ni di stesyen petronas r&r genting masa abg zam tgh isi minyak kete

sape2 yg hebat cuba detect apa kesalahannya.

hihi

mari menguji minda!!!

gudluck! :D

si budak comel

2008-10-08T00:22:00.003+08:00

aksi airil pd 2nd raya tatkala org sume sibuk2 nak siap2 for kenduri.tiba2 senyum time nak snap pic die.

si budak kecik airil rayyan yg nak kene gigit sbb terlalu comel!!!!!!!!!!!!
gagagagagah!!

raya08

2008-10-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
walaupun sedikit penat berbanding raya thn2 lepas.

1st raya.

pas subuh x tido dah.tlg2 di dapur.dah kul 7.30 baru sume kelam kabut nak mandi.
yg anak2 dara kene setel dulu makanan2 so kena la bg mak2 n bapak2 n laki2 mandi dulu.
thn ni nekad nak g jugak smyg ry,(thn2 lepas kene dok umah jd budak2 kecik n siap2kan meja makan).
last min kene suruh iron baju ayoh(atuk ye).adoi panas!!tp xpela,pahala di pg raye :D
pas abes iron tros siap2 utk ke surau(kt kg ni smyg kt surau).
tym tu dah almost 8.15.
smyg raye is on 8.30.
mandi sunat cincai2 then tros sarung baju tros pakai telekung.
wpun dah ditinggalkan oleh mama n abah n macik2 pacik2,nekad jugak pegi,
seb bek tbe2 kak ti terpacul ajak g skali..ingatkan die dah slmt g..hehe
menggelabah kau,smp kak ti lupa amek wudhuk.hehe
alhamdulillah slmt smp n slmt solat(dekat je pon surau tu).
blk2 tu mula la sesi berhari raya.
sesi yg paling dirindui :)

i love u daddy <3

dgn long

gambar ngan mama xde sbb x sempat snap.bz salam2
sesi salam2 ni la sesi plg syahdu
air mata jgn tanya laaaaaa,mmg byk..
thn ni tym slm ngan makcik2 pakcik2 pon nanges.
haih2,xtau la cmne kt oz nnt...

pastu sesi bergambar.
oh family kami mmg suke bergambar!

the family;indoor

anak2 dara bersimpuh di lantai

yg disayangi selalu :)

from left:the dentist,the engineer,the accountant

beloved cousins

keluarga cikgu mat versi skema

keluarga cikgu mat versi candid!

the family;outdoor

percubaan menyengal

oh ini akibat menjadi budak kecik yg terlalu cute;

airil kene kiss dgn sy :P

then tghhari pegi beraya umah hani.i drove!believe it!my parents allowed it,after ditahan utk menerima pesanan penaja dr macik dan pacik2 sblm berangkat!hehe

bersama cik hani yg manis :)

basically that was my first raya.
ptg tu tros flat,
afta maghrib tros gerak umah mok yah utk kenduri keesokan harinye.
oh duit raya???dah selamat masuk asb.paksaan dr abah.

bila nak kaya ni???

p/s:raya wasn't complete without abang.
we wished u were there laaa..dah2 la tu keje kt jepun tu!blk cpt!!!!

perjalanan sebelum raya

2008-10-07T22:39:00.005+08:00

starts on 27th morning.we were supposed to leave at 9am.woke up at 5.30 am,had our sahur.
then clean all the dishes,packed for 1 week in kampung n wait for my lembab sis to come.
pegi bank la ape laaa.lastly she arrived at almost 10!
tp x mrh pon,seronok nak konvoi blk kg!
i hop in my brother in law's car.best sbb ade lcd.nak lyn movie!!!! :D
we arrived at kuala t'ganu(mak usu's house) at 5.30pm.thn ni cam lame perjalanan sbb asek berenti.ye laaaa,ade org baru ngekor keta abah kan....mane nak laju2..
dis is like the most awaited moment across the year.mak usu is a chef!just imagine the fooodddd she served..stunningly superb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we stuffed our stomach all the time,smp solat pon tercungap2..heeeee :P

the family at KT

next day.......

afta sahur,tlg long masuk2kan duit dlm sampul raya,then tido balik on 8am..sedar2 blk dah nak dekat kul 1pm!!one whole house!!haha..penat sgt......................
afta zuhur siap2 nak blk kg!!!!
smp umah mok(nenek ye) on 5pm.rehat2 jap then jln kaki to umah yudah utk berbuka.omg the food..there goes my diet :P

breaking fast at yudah's house

dan persiapan raya sgt seronok kerana laki2 juga membuat kerja!hehe...

cubaan mengopek buah kelapa tua

pertama kali mengopek dan memotong.tahniah diucapkan!

800 cucuk sate yg terpaksa dihantar 500 cucuk kembali krn kuahnya manis mcm air sirap
bak kata abg nizam,'letak ais pon sedap ni!' :P

soon

2008-10-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

yeah,will be updating soon wif lotssss of picturess

sgt bz

oh rayA

2008-09-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

x sabarnye nak raye!!!!

Ramadhan has finally come to its end.

last Ramadhan.

very sad.oh,x mahu!!

last Syawal in Malaysia.

make most of it.

akankah ini yg terbaik??

mahu ke sana berjumpe.tapi apakan daya.

oh sedih.

Ramadhan,bakalkah kita berjumpa tahun hadapan?

InsyaAllah.Moga Allah panjangkan umur ibadahku.

Amiin~

:)

2008-09-26T01:27:00.003+08:00

do you hear me talking to you

across the water

across the deep blue ocean

under the open sky

oh my baby I'm trying

boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel you whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You're making it easier when life gets hard

LUCKY I'm in love..........

;)

updates

2008-09-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

past few days was frigging bz..

went to seremban 2 days back to break fast at tcr niryati's house.

then the next day accompanied tumi to college to meet the teachers for the last time.

then at 10 am got on bus,headed to kl.

arrived at CM almost 11.30.peluk2 cium2 salam2 tumi,wished her gudluck and all,then we separated.oh,actually i was wif dilos..

then,this is the best part!!pegi shopping di sogo(tmpt sale sepanjang thn)..

omg,rase nak rembat je sume.but then,money isn't sufficient of course.lame gle shoping!from 12 till 3..huhu..got myself 4 shirt n blouses and a pair of jeans.thx to dilos my image consultant.haha.then met hid for a while,sembang2,3.30 gerak to masjid india for zuhur prayer then balik umah berbuka.

mlm tu pengsan while accompanying dilos watching GG.seda2 da pg..huhu..

afta subuh prayer,slept till 11..siap2,then kuar plak gi OU..i went to alter my jeans at Levi's then dilos bought her first pair of Levi;s there.huhu..

went to Vincci to find a pair of heels.found two,i was so indecisive!dua2 pon nak!then dilos swoh amek the first one.wait till afta raya,i'll go back to vincci to get the other one..hehe :P

oh,sgt susa thn nafsu xpecially when its sale rite now.bodo tol!kene sabar!wait till dec n i'll get those!!!huwaaaaa,if only i had plennnnttttttyyyy of money~~~~~~

finally i can cut off some items from my wish list..
thx daddy for the money :)

p/s:boring boring boring
x sabar nak blk kg jumpe all my relatives!!!!

kesweetan

2008-09-22T09:59:00.003+08:00

sweetnye lagu secondhand serenade,fall for u.

tho part of the song doesn't go wif it,tp sgt sweetttt..

wahai hati,bersabarlah.

insyaAllah 1 hari akan ketemu akhirnya si indah di melbourne itu :))

iftar jami'e

2008-09-22T09:27:00.003+08:00

semalam berbuka puasa di rumah mak ngah.

my family has this tradition yg xtaula bile mulanya.

every yr,when ramadhan comes,every weekend the big families wud hold jamuan berbuka.

the first weekend of ramadhan,was abg yie's.

the next weekend was our turn.sumpah penat!huhu.but it was fun.

yesterday was at mak ngah like i mentioned before.it was fun.buke pose ramai2.stuffed our stomachs wif scrumptious foooooddddd~ ade sup tulang,paprik,kerabu mangga,sambal belacan,etc etc..

did i mention i have a biggggg family?ye sgt besar,n everyone is talkative n shud i say hyper?haha.ye,sgt hyper!juz imagine almost 50ppl cramped in a house.juz imagine how loud cud it be.huhu.

after iftar,solat n cleaning up,session kedua.minum kopi,eating desserts(moist choc cake!!!sedap gils!) n sembang2.dis is my fav part.where sume pon nak ckp,full wif laughters.all,tho they're not eating wud b at the dinner table juz to talk talk talk,listen n laugh.

so smlm kua la psl encik nazu(abg sedara br blk from korea for gud) try ngorat sorang pompuan ni.the conversation goes,'Assalamualaikum,bleh berkenalan?'.the girl replied,'x bleh!'.' Takbleh,xpela',nazu said..ha amek ko!hahahahahhahahah...n more stories showing how gatal the guys in our family are.oh mcm2..i never have expected they wud be so gatal n outspoken as well.

n the penyakit gatal da berjangkit to aiman(anak buah,5yrs old)..afta he took his bath in the evening,he ran out naked and asked,'girl mane?girl mane?'..haha,bunguks punye budak kecik.he actually was looking for my cousin's friends(girls la for sure) which happened to not be there(went to bazaar)..n when his pok mi nak peluk,he said,'boy dgn boy mana bleh peluk.boy dgn girl boleh'..hehe :P

oh,i'm damn sure i'll be missing this at oz nnt..like a lot!!uwaaaaaaaaaaa :'(

p/s::thx to the wonderful family i have.u guys made it so enjoyable :) <3

merajok?

2008-09-21T09:19:00.004+08:00

distance has totally grown us apart.

i didnt know that u were so sensitive.

since when ni haaa???

i thot ungkit2 wif joking tones was ok for u,it was alwiz ok for u before,xtaula plak bile u da x ske..

ann arbor has changed u, a lot!by any means.

n i'm sorry,truly sorry..

p/s:chillis ke,nasi goreng ke,doesnt rili matter la...

my wish list

2008-09-21T08:45:00.003+08:00

kelmarin was so boring.paksa tido but then still x bleh,so decided to list the things i really want before i went off for oz(mcmla da dekat sgt.haha)

here goes.

new anak tudung
tudung munawwarah(sengal mahal gle!)
tudung banyak2 kaler n patterns
new shirts n blouses
at least 2 pair of new jeans
crocs loafer
crocs slip-on
clarks peep-toe(oh ini sgt hendak!!!)
2 new heels(black n white)
new flip-flop :D
sneakers/sportshoes
sockssss to go with the shoes
new handbag(black or white,if mampu nak both)
sweater
shades
baju kurung
keronsang
new telekung
etc etc etc

i need funds!haha,manela nak cekau duit nak beli byk2 ni..shopping raye pon x mampu.mengong.so if anybody out there nak wat pahala,sedekah2 la duit pd insan yg memerlukan ini.hehe...

seriously,i need almost 2k for all the things.adoimakla,after my 2 students seat for their pmr,i rili need to go out n find a job.2 months of working shud b enuff kot utk membeli belah.hopefully i can stick wif the job.3 months wud b better..pastu ak shopping sampai parents ak pon juling mata.haha :P

oh btw,yesterday i mintak duit wif my dad to shop for hari raya.he asked me 'nk beli ape?'
i replied la,'jeans,shirts,shoes etc'.n then he replied,'jeans?tu bkn pakaian org pompuan!'
amek ko sebijik.panas gak dgr..'agak2 abes seribu?',he said.pastu ngan slamber ak jwb,'amboi,perli nampak?'mls lyn tros tgk tv.da gaya cam xnk bg.

tbe2 pas saho,'nak shopping ke?abah bg 200 cukup?ke nak brape?'..tau cuak ak majuk.huhu

i replied,'ikut ske la'..its not like if i asked 500 u wud have given kan?

adik spent almost 500 for his soooo called raya stuffs,u didnt say a word plak kan?how fair is dat?haha,then i realized,nothing is fair nowadays kan.the favourite one alwiz gets more.

apela,its not like u're going to spend on me the next rayassss to come.for heaven sake,dis wud b my last raya in mesia,y cant it be the best,most spendable raya?

to those budak2 kecik out there.spend while u can.coz when u grow older,u dun get to perabis ur parents' money anymore.(its not like any budak kecik wud read this bloggy thing,bt then luahan rasa)..oh this is suck.

the clarks peep-toe

p/s:take dat car n u'll ruin ur study.i bet on dat!

jatuh chenta

2008-09-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

i fall for u again today,beauty..

thx

:)

card

2008-09-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

today i received a card from a friend of mine.

he asked my full name last few days,instead he put 'triffle maker' as the receiver.

sumpah lawak weh!i laughed hysterically tau x?*exaggerate mode*

seriously 100 bekas?fine,ak wat ak anta make sure ko baya? :P

oh btw,ur writing mmg cm2 ke??

:D

neways,thanx syafiq n shazwani n family~

slmt hari raya too.

maaf zahir dan batin :)

pee/ass:ur company's name reminds me of Teluk Ramunia.No wonder it sounds familiar the first time u told me.

i wonder

2008-09-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

y did u have to say those words?

u knew it wud hurt me a lot,but u juz cudn't help urself kan??

uttering those words wudnt make any good,things became worse.

the worst to come,we didnt talk for 5 days already.

great,juz great!!

thot it wud b the best last ramadhan.

now its juz the last ramadhan.

p/s:i'm wounded.a sorry from u wud be the med.

februari

2008-09-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

cptla dtg wahai februari.

agar diri ini makin hampir.

hampir ke situ.

ke bumi Melbourne.

agar dapat kita bertemu akhirnya.

amiin~~

yg indah

2008-09-17T16:17:00.002+08:00

ade yg indah br kujumpa.

ade yg indah mau ku jumpa.

ade yg indah menanti di sana.

ade yg indah di bumi Melbourne.

akankah aku ke sana bertemu mu wahai si indah?

akan adakah jodoh dan rezeki kita utk bertemu wahai yg terlalu indah?

i'll be there every single holiday i could.i promise,si indah :)

dedicated specially for you si indah <3

anger

2008-09-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

i'm mad

i'm furious

dunno whether it wud heal..

wud it??

tell me,y do u alwiz have to hurt me wif ur words?

y?

n i keep on crying as days go by..................................................

ak rindu

2008-09-13T14:38:00.003+08:00

ak rndu ukhwah ini wahai sahabat.

ak rndu pada kalian.

ak rndu ukhwah krn Allah ini.

akan adakah persahabatan seindah ini buat kita pd masa hadapan?

doaku hanya satu,'Ya Allah,kekalkan ukhwah ini buat kami...."

ak rndu,rndu,rndu..............

secebis rasa

2008-09-13T06:14:00.002+08:00

Dgn Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Pengasihani

ingin ak berkongsi secebis rasa hati ini.smlm tatkala solat sunat tarawih,entah mengapa hati ini sgt sayu.sungguh syahdu bacaan imam itu.tanpa ak sedari,kelopak mataku bergenang air mata.ak cuba tahan,tp x mampu.lalu mengalirlah air mataku.ak hayati bacaannya walaupun kurang memahami maksudnya.

selesai tarawih,ak solat witir.selesai witir,ak tadah tgn berdoa pada-Nya.berdoa utk kesejahteraan semua.ak terfikir,pd thn hadapan,mungkinkah ak akan bertemu lg dgn Ramadhan?mungkinkah masih ada kesempatan mengamalkan solat jemaah?mungkinkah hati ini masih sarat cinta kepada-Nya?atau diri ini sudah tidak kenal dosa dan pahala?atau diri ini bergelumang dosa?atau diri ini sibuk mengejar duniawi?nauzubillah!!!!!ak jd takut.ak menangis.kuatkah ak utk berada di sana??tebalkah iman ak utk menepis godaan2 yg amat berat di sana?ak tidak tahu........masa dpn hanya milik Allah...sapela ak utk mengetahuinya..ak takut yg amat sgt..ak x mau kehilangan kemanisan iman dan Islam ini.2 nikmat yg paling besar ini..

ak smp terfikir,benarkah keputusan yg ak ambil ini..?benarkah jln ini yg terbaik buat ak..?ak tidak tahu,ttpi gerak hati ini masih ingin ak meneruskannya..boleh jd kerana ia terbaik buat ak,boleh jd ini sume hanya nafsu utk merasa berada di negara asing..

"Ya Allah,hidupkanlah ak dlm iman,matikanlah ak dlm iman,masukkanlah ak ke dlm syurgaMu dgn iman"

ak bersyukur,Allah amat menyayangiku..saban tahun,Dia tempatkan ak ke tmpt yg lebih baik dr sebelumnya..dr MRSM PDRM ke MRSM Taiping kemudian ke KMS..setiap kali ak berpindah,ak berpindah ke tmpt yg lebih baik..ak bersyukur,alhamdulillah..Di KMS,ak bertemu dgn sahabat2 yg ak kira sahabat dunia akhirat..mrk yg x penah jemu melayan kerenah ak..yg same2 meramaikan surau..yg x pnh jemu memberi ak ilmu..yg x pnh jemu mengajak ak berqiam,sehingga ak akhirnya mengamalkannya..yg x pernah bosan mendengar masalahku..mrk yg apabila ak melakukan kesalahan,x prnh takut menegurku..dan ak apabila ditegur mereka x pernah rasa malu atau terhina..malah ak rase kasih syg dlm teguran mereka..mereka yg menerima ak seadanya walaupun ak kurang sempurna berbanding mereka..ye,ak x pnh rasa tersisih dgn mereka..ak bahagia..

dan sekarang,pilihan uni ak x same dgn mereka..ak kehilangan mereka..mampukah ak Ya Allah.?Ak buat keputusan tanpa mengambil kira sesiapa,namun sama dgn 'dia'..ak berdoa utk tidak sama dgn'nya',krn ak takut ak x mmpu.tp kenapa Ya Allah?mampukah ak Ya Allah?ak smp terfikir utk mengubah keputusan utk lari..namun suatu ari,tgh membelek Quran........

"Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu,padahal itu baik bagimu,dan boleh jd kamu menyukai sesuatu,padahal itu tidak baik buatmu.Allah mengetahui,sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui"

Ya,Allah lebih mengetahui..perancangan Allah itu lebih baik..insyaAllah~

p/s: post ini bkn utk tujuan apa2.sekadar berkongsi rasa.........

longkang

2008-09-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

juz now was like very kelam kabut to go to the mosque sbb da azan.

my dad left me sbb lambat.hehe..yelaaa,guys dont do the dishes kan.pas mkn tros tgl!

i drove to the mosque alone.mom was very sleepy so she decided not to go.

tgh gelabah drive coz imam da stat smyg,parking pon gelabah.with just 1 trial i managed to park perfectly.not rili la..hehe

turned out to be my tyres nearly masuk longkang!!!it was like 2 inches je lg.alhamdulillah i didnt turn left lg..hehe..oh but i didnt straighten my steering.

tym to go back.i pressed the accelerator not remembering my steering is not straightened!tbe2 keta makin ke kiri.glabah gle kau!i cud feel my heart beats accelerate!then dgn gelabah tros pull the steering to the right.and alhamdulillah x masuk longkang!klo x,masuk longkang la jwbnye keta tu.....my dad wud be furious!huhu...

pengajaran:jgn gelabah tatkala memandu!igtla org yg tersayang :D

gone,all gone

2008-09-10T12:39:00.003+08:00

this is 1 of the consequences when u dont really go out during ur 8 months' holiday:

--> u end up losing ur favourite GAP jeans the 3rd month.

bodoh!didnt rili notice till last 2 days.thot it got stuck in someone else's closet.i've searched the entire house,no sign of it at all.sedihnye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!must be stolen when it is hung to dry outside.bia pencuri tu gatal2 bontot klo pakai!kene kurap tros!

i had 2 jeans,n it was my favourite..berita ini amat menyedihkan sy..abah,ganti jeans GAP yah!! :'(

n that stupid brother of mine borrowed my pendrive,n he returned it wif damages.he lost the cap,the body is no strong enuff,i mean the circuit board in it went out tau!bodoh!geramnya ngan budak tu.die blk jumaat ni ak tenyeh2 kepala die..

nak shopping raye pon nnt mane mmpu nak beli jeans GAP da..GAP jeans is the most comfortable jeans i ever had.my father is going 2 give me just 200 for the expenses.tu kata die la..i said,'tak aci,adek blnje nak dkt 500 beli jeans etc utk raye' and he replied,'awk keje,ade gaji..' urgh!!!nk benti keje! :( hopefully u'll give me more abah..amiinnnn :D

very not in the mood.not going out anymore,unless i get a new very comfortable jeans!

life is totally full of suprises.sometimes,suprises that u wont like.walah!

*berkabung mode*

idp

2008-09-10T00:27:00.003+08:00

went to idp dis morning wif dilos n ija.

alhamdulillah,everything went smooth.

mcm pasar lak idp td..tulaaaaa pgl lg dak2 kms yg hyper ni...hehe :P

now its clear wut we shud do next.basically nothing till nov.haha

oh and start THINKING bout accomodation there.

its expensive i tell u..haih2,wut shud i do??

on campus or off campus?

shud i stay on campus for the 1st yr or shudnt i?

adeyh,making decision is very very hard for me...

i'm used to ppl making decision 4 me,yup very dependant!

adoilaaaaa,pk2 jd pening.bek xyah pk :P

p/s:thanx to ms carmen n chua(btol ke eja) for being very informative :)

done,alhamdulillah :D

2008-09-08T14:56:00.002+08:00

did my passport.suprisingly,the process took less than 30mins despite of the crowds..

wow,malaysia system has finally improved!i still remember when i was doing my-card..
i have 2 wait for about 2 hours for my turn to come..and all the process took almost 3 hours..u juz hv to wait n wait n wait..juz imagine.and i told to myself,NEVER lose ur ic,or else u'll end up dead meat!i'm going to have to kill my ownself 4 being a moron losing my ic!haha..

now,having the experience juz now made me think,'alah,ilang ic 4 5 kali pon x kesa :P'..hehe,of coz i exagerrated.

n now i'm proud to say,I HAVE A PASSPORT(never had one,tu jakun,haha)..

n i payed 4 only 150 :D

oh lupe lak,jmpe hid time nak kutip paspot tu balik..hadi yg perasan(omg,hadi igt name hid.terkejut!)..hehe :P

rakan2,alang2 ade paspot,jom cuti ke bandung!shopping paradise!!!(4 the girls la kot)
airasia sudey....:D

till then buhbye!muah xoxo

oh why?

2008-09-07T17:04:00.004+08:00

from the beginning I've been avoiding you.

I asked you nothing.

I was hoping it won't be the same.

I didn't want my decision influenced by you.

But,why why why,it's the same???

you'll end up hurting me again and over again.

God,plz...show me the way~

plz change ur decision,I'm begging you.

yang dilihat

2008-09-07T00:57:00.003+08:00

dgn nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasihani.

Alhamdulillah,terjadi juga blog ni.

hari ni berbuka dgn banyak gle makanan.mak ak la beria masak sbb menantu kesayangan nak dtg.tgk2 Long dtg sorang.abg zam ade kelas Auto Cad.rajin btol menuntut ilmu.padahal da jd senior engineer.huhu

time solat tarawikh tu,masyaAllah,mengantuk Allah je tau.mmg xleh salahkan setan laaa...mane ade setan pose2 ni...hehe...

tp yg sedihnya,akak ak ternampak,ade sorang minah ni,kua je dr kwsn moreh tu,tros tarik tudung kua...tau la rambut cantik,ape salahnye buka luar kawasan masjid..hormatilah rumah Allah..

waktu 2nd day pose aritu,ak masuk2 pintu masjid,laki dan perempuan rancak berbual..xde rase malu langsung..jemaah lalu lalang pandang wat dunno je..nauzubillahhh...

lepas moreh,nek keta gerak kua..lalu la tmpt sekumpulan mat2 motor yg pada pandangan mama budak2 under 18 lg..asap berkepul2,motor bising..ble keta kitorang dekat,ak pon tgkla..astaghfirullah!minah yg same yg elok pakai jubah dan tudung dgn manis,seorang diri lepak sekali dan same2 menghembus kepulan2 asap..

sedihnye hati ibu die mengandungkan die...

tatkala org len cbuk mengejar pahala bln Ramadhan,die cbuk menghulur dirinya ke dlm mulut buaya.astaghfirullah.........

org skg ni kurang rasa malunya..ye,ak pon x sempurna,tp alhamdulillah masih kenal mane yg baik mane yg buruk...

oh btw,thn ni moreh kat masjid tu sedap! :D

i think i'm putting on weight.omg,gemok!!!hahaha...xpela,last Ramadhan in Malaysia,InsyaAllah :)

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2008-09-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

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