i do not care

how can u say that u don't care

when every single day won't pass by without thinking about it

when the exact same thing keeps bugging u as day passes by

when never in a second u forget about it

when u are hurt everyday by the never changed reason

when it's hard for u to close your eyes everyday because u miss it very much

when it's very hard for u to forgive

when it is even harder for u to forget

when u are stupid enough for not letting it go

when u never let yourself feel happy again

when u close your heart

and telling yourself one day it'll come back

then in the end

how can u say that u don't care?

how can u yell to make it clear to others,,

I DON'T CARE!!

when u yourself know that

U CARE SO MUCH

that it hurts u

that it is painful to swallow the truth

that your tears never dry up

that u will never be able to forget

that u are still hoping

that u are stupid!

yes,i am......

but i still care~