sakit

pagi ini kira2 pukul 7.30,dgr mama buka pintu bilik aku dgn kunci.

"yah,bangun.ngantuk ke x??"

"konfemla ngantuk,baru 7.30pagi.lagi mau tnya",jwb aku dlm hati..

"bangunla yah,anta abah gi klinik.die demam truk!then anta ma gi kerja pulak"

*keta tgl 1 sbb keta lg 1 eksiden last 2 weeks.*

"adeyh,kene drive ke??takutlaaaaa lepas eksiden tu",jwb aku dlm hati.tp ape2 pun aku bingkas bangun.menunaikan tanggungjawab seorang anak kepada ibu dan bapanya.aku pon cepat2 mandi,siap-siap.It's very unlike abah to get sick until he can't drive.Kerisauan itu ada jd mcm lipas kudung la aku bersiap.

Terus start enjin,tgu about 5mins then tros gerak to klinik kesihatan tangling(sbb plg dkt ngan pejabat mama n its free).The road was congested,maybe because its almost 8am.Stucked in the traffic for almost half an hour,then arrived safely.Sepanjang perjalanan tu sempat lg org tua yg sakit tu byk2 ckp,buat2 lawak.padahal x larat.haih2.x paham aku. :D
Drop abah in front of the clinic to find parking.Then went to see him before he shoo-ed us(mama n I) to go breakfast.Abes mkn nasi lemak n teh o ais limau,pegi tgk abah lg.He needs a blood test!Adoilaaa,,risau!!!His temp was 38.8celcius.Then hantar mama to office coz she's already late.Went back to the clinic,cudn't find any parkings.Decided to wait in front of the clinic.And I waited for 2 hrs.Haih,sabar jela~~~

Then abah dtg,looking all fine.The first question was,"apa doktor ckp psl blood test??"
"xde pape la,he suspected denggi,tp bkn".Relieved!!!!

Recently,my good friend's mom was admitted because of heart attack when we were at BTN camp.She was very calm,makes me think its true when Allah says He won't try on His creature something he/she can't resist,can't stand.

Sometimes,the thought of losing someone you really love makes u appreciate them more.What happened to her family makes me appreciate my mom more.Makes me appreciate my dad more.Makes me value them the most.

These 3 months left,I promise I will use it wisely.I don't want to regret it once I'm in OZ.

Ajal maut di tgn Allah,entah sampai bila aku mampu berbakti pd mama dan abah.
Terbayarkah pengorbanan mereka??
Aku tidak mahu jadi anak derhaka.
Aku mahu menjadi anak solehah,anak yg doanya diterima Allah.
InsyaAllah.

p/s: be strong my dear.Allah only tests u to make u tougher.Cubaan Allah adalah utk meningkatkan keimanan seseorg.Ingat,dugaan Allah ni tanda Dia menyayangi kita.Aku tahu kau boleh!!*U know who u are* :)