hari ini dalam sejarah

pada hari ini sy bgn sgt awal.(mind that my class starts at 11am today)

I've got a good feeling about today.kaching.

walked out from my apartment at 10.40 which is quite early cause uni is like 5-min walk from my apartment.

pagi yg cerah dan indah dan cuaca yg x terlalu sejuk,x terlalu panas.TAPI dicemari dgn scene yg x sepatutnya.punggung mat saleh sgt unpleasant that I felt like puking.seriously.sgt sgt sgt unpleasant.

pegi print lect notes math then pegi tute elec.tute elec was ok.then got text frm tira.duit da masuk.ish btol ke??excited.abes tute tros pegi comp lab.bkk netbank.baki akaun masih 3 angka.ok kecewa.pegi lecture math dgn kekecewaan.series kecewa.couldn't concentrate.WHO SAID MONEY CANT BUY HAPPINESS.??surely it can.

borrowed felix's hp to check netbank.3 angka lg.kecewa lagi dan lagi.finished math lect at 2pm.ok,sgt xde mood nk g lect comp.again,went to comp lab,netbank masih 3 angka.kecewa sgt2 decided nk pegi beli mkn,blk,nk mkn,nk tdo,bgn br cek n if xde lg,nk tdo lg n tanak study lgsg.mogok.

blk mkn nan n butter chicken(x sedap!!!!).bli krispy kreme wpun langgar pantang larang no fatty food.baju raye x muat da.kene diet.tp sbb tensi x dpt duit xpela langgar skali skala.emosi perlu distabilkan.

sblm masuk bilik utk tdo,nmpk laptop yat tebukak.ok x dpt tahan nafsu nk cek netbank wpun sgt rase duit x masuk lg n bakal kecewa lg.login,tada!!!da jd 4 angka yg membahagiakan.THANK U MARA!!!!!!u made my day.syukran jazilan ya Allah.

mata yg kuyu,hati yg skt,tido yg x cukup,badan yg lesu,semangat yg patah,semua telah kembali pulih.terus duduk di meja study.

yes.MARA,i promise not to let u down this sem and the next sems ahead.

moga2 istiqamah.moga persistent sebagaimana persistent nk tgk netbank setiap 5minit td.hehe

kpd kawan2.sila berbelanja dgn berhemah.

p/s:dah masuk bln ketujuh x mntk duit kat abah.kejayaan besar.hehe.

entah

haih,sedar x sedar it has been over a month since i last updated this blog. thinking of quitting blogging but too sayang la.

1 sem has finally over and winter break has come to an end.cpt gle x sedar wehhhh..

my result is nothing to be proud of.shame on me.guess this is what i need for me to eventually realize that I've been playing too much.It's time to start focusing.Ingat,dapat blaja ni pon pakai duit rakyat,bak kata abah.

So new sem,new book,new hope,new resolution. :)

Currently,I'm missing home so much that it hurts..seriously.not having to see how ammar mirza grows,not being able to attend every family's ocassion,etc etc etc.

maybe this is just another symptom of starting new sem.full schedule for next sem.haih,blom stat da rase penat.

Btw,winter is not all pleasant after all.with the chilly weather,windy days,seriously sejuk gle!!!nak bukak heater all the time nnt bil melambung.tidur dlm kesejukan.nak masuk toilet pon takut.haha.but this is a new experience kan.so i'm grateful.i'm starting to appreciate msia's weather.tp tahla kot2 blk nanti sibuk komplen msia panas.haha

and i've moved out from hall a month ago.and i'm loving this shelter we have.sgt dkt ngan uni :D hope this can boost my interest utk pegi library n study.constantly.no more last minutes..boleh ke ni nad?????i dont have faith in myself.haih..moga2 Allah kuatkan semangat saya :)

And life is not always about getting things go in ur way kan.sometimes we'll have hiccups.But i'm grateful Alhamdulillah.Dugaan ini kan buat kita lagi dekat dgn Allah. :)

To all my sahabat.Thanks for the support.Ukhwah fillah :)

Salam dari Sydney .