oh hati

ah serasa mahu pulang di saat ini juga

rindu dah tak tertahan

rindu dah tak tertanggung

sejam serasa seperti sehari

ah serasa mahu bangun di bumi malaysia saat ini juga

hati dah jauh melayang

hati dah lama tinggalkan jasad

hati sudah lama berada di malaysia

ah aku mahu pulang

hari ini,jam ini,saat ini,tika ini.

oh Tuhan,khabarkan kami perkhabaran gembira.

oh Allah,bawaku pulang mencari kebahagiaan kembali.

hai hati

hai hati
susahnya nak menjadi redha

hai hati
susahnya nak menerima
qada' dan qadar

hai hati
susahnya tidak mahu menyesali takdir

hai hati
kurang beriman lagikah kita?

astaghfirullah..

bitterness

Saat jarum jam menyentuh angka 12pm tepat.

Sepatutnya hati ini melonjak kegembiraan.

I'm officially done with the first year.
I'm officially done with the exams.
I'm officially free.

Tapi aku keluar lab dengan perasaan bercampur baur.
Bukan permulaan cuti sebegini yg aku nak.
Bukan penghabisan exam macam ini aku mahu.

Yes,I screwed up C programming AGAIN!

Yeah,it was better than last semester.
But it wasn't good enough.
I think it wasn't good enough to even pass.

I walked home feeling numb.
I wanted to scream,there's no voice coming out.
I wanted to cry,tears seemed to dry up.
I wanted to run,my legs weren't moving fast enough.

I didn't know what to do.

Called abah,he said take this as a lesson.
I thought to myself,how many more lessons do I need?
Called mama,she switched topic to cheer me up.

Mungkin ini jawapan kenapa beberapa hari ini hati kurang tenang.
Mungkin ini jawapan kenapa beberapa hari ini hati kurang tenteram.

Tapi aku yakin dengan janji Allah,

Dan barangsiapa yg bertakwa kepada Allah,Allah akan memberikannya rezeki dari arah yg tidak disangka2.
Dan barangsiapa yg bertawakal kepada Allah,Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya.

Aku hanya mampu berdoa dan bertawakal.
Moga dengan rahmat-Nya rezeki aku ada utk pass.
Jika tidak,akan aku jadikan ini satu lg ujian tanda cinta-Nya kepadaku :)

*exam*

teman baikku buku

biniku pena

x pernah lena.


ho yeah exam lg seminggu!
let's buckle up and show the world what we've got!
haha ini post selepas mengadap physics slame 3 jam!
;P

ade2 aje

haritu makan vicks pastu ternganga

semalam terhantuk meja bunyi gedebuk then benjol

harini gi kumam kertas bateri

haih ade2 aje kau ni ammar mirza.
x saba nak balik luku2 kepala kau sbb degil p telan sume bende
hehe ;P

oh today is a productive day indeed.
i like it when i have this level of commitment.

i know i can do it if i put my mind on it
i believe i can
bak kata cousin sy
the fray ckp
"never say never"

jd sy xkan give up hingga titisan terakhir!
gdluck to all my unsw friends.
hope this sem is better than the last sem insyaAllah
:)

mahu pulang

lg dekat dgn exam ni lg rase homesick.

few days dah x study sbb everytime study mesti teringat umah
bila teringat umah tgk blk gambar2 family
jadi lg rindu
last2 xde mood nk study.

i know i know exam is just 13days away
and i should be studying hard
so i can go back with peace
but i'm missing them so very much
:'(

Ya Allah,pls make these few days left bearable
Semoga ade rezeki aku utk bertemu mereka.
Amiiin

Perlu study,yosh!!

people i miss

these are the ppl i miss the MOST
the atuk and nenek and ammar mirza.
it's not that i dont miss everyone else tp ini 3 org sy sgt rndu la :(
cptla 24nov!! :D