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on sunday

despite all the bs hairul made,an old indian man made me happy.

after he had done with his payment by card(he bought 3 pairs of shoes),all of sudden he took out a rm10 note and handed it over to me.

i was puzzled,"sir,u have payed the correct amount.there's no need for extra money"

"duit raya la adik"

only then i got what he meant.he gave me tips!!first time in my life.

"its ok la uncle.i work here.i get paid here.its my job",i dont feel right taking money from customers.plus,its not a kedai makan.its norm to get tips at diners,i think.tp kedai bata??apakah??

"lagipun raye da abes la uncle."

"its ok,just take it.its for your good service.ok,thank u haaaaa"

(ade hikmah kesabaran ak pd pagi tu)

he went away with a smile on his face.

i walked away from the counter with a big grin.
alhamdulillah :)

u certainly made my day uncle. :)


my mom calls me a workaholic.
yeah, i am..duit duit duit :P

now i'm frigging tired.sapa kata keje kedai bata x penat???

penat sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt!!

everyday bgn2 je first thing fikir,malasnye nak keje!!!

tp once da jejak kedai,da keje,ilang tros bnde tu sume..

penat cuma trase ble da sampai pukul 10pm..

haih,tahan jela!

x saba tggu 6jan!!!!

and i'm a free man

big grin bigger grin biggest grin :D

*bulan ni gaji byk!yeay! :)*

i do not care

how can u say that u don't care

when every single day won't pass by without thinking about it

when the exact same thing keeps bugging u as day passes by

when never in a second u forget about it

when u are hurt everyday by the never changed reason

when it's hard for u to close your eyes everyday because u miss it very much

when it's very hard for u to forgive

when it is even harder for u to forget

when u are stupid enough for not letting it go

when u never let yourself feel happy again

when u close your heart

and telling yourself one day it'll come back

then in the end

how can u say that u don't care?

how can u yell to make it clear to others,,

I DON'T CARE!!

when u yourself know that

U CARE SO MUCH

that it hurts u

that it is painful to swallow the truth

that your tears never dry up

that u will never be able to forget

that u are still hoping

that u are stupid!

yes,i am......

but i still care~

1 langkah ke sana

visa telah diapprove!

alhamdulillah syukur.

sekarang hanya berurusan dgn pihak MARA.

dan persediaan.

segala-galanya berjalan lancar setakat ini,syukur kpd Allah.

Moga kami semua selamat berada di bumi Australia.

Semoga segala urusan dipermudahkan-Nya.

InsyaAllah.

amiinn.

jom bertukar ke celcom!

"next yr ak tuka line la.sbb next yr klinikal,nnt byk kene call patient.mayb nak tuka celcom kot"

"eh apsl celcom??"

"tah,hehe.tp number x tuka kan.ko jgn tertipu,abg ak tu celcom tp nombor maxis."

oh lupe plak,skg ni tgh dicanang2kan.


kekalkan nombor anda dan bertukarlah sekarang


tp ak terfikir,memanglah ini persaingan.
kerana mrk tahu antara halangan org nak bertukar dr 1 syarikat operasi ke 1 syarikat operasi lain ialah mereka ingin mengekalkan nombor mereka yg sedia ada.

tp bg ak,kenapa kejar itu sume sedangkan identiti mereka ilang.??

dulu kte tau,kalau org pakai 012 je maxis,kalau 019 je celcom,kalau 016 je digi.

tp sekarang anda tau ke???

*sy tidak emo*

5 dec

pada hari ini........................................

h : "weh ko g la break skg."

n : "mane bleh.nnt ak nak g solat mghrib skali.kalau break skg mane sempat maghrib."

h lalu buat2 x dgr....

a : "nadiah,u smyg pukul berapa??"

n : "sy semayang 5 kali sehari.pukul 6.30 pagi sekali,then antara pukul 1-4 sekali,then antara 4.30-7 sekali,then antara 7-8.30 sekali,last mlm la,sy blk keje semayang.

a : "ooo,sy tau..dulu ada jugak pekerja sy mcm itu.tp apsal ini budak x smyg??"

a juih bibir ke arah h.

n : "i xtaula die.u tny die sendri la apa pasal die x smyg"

h dengan muka selamba kodok menjawab, "u x kasi i smyg,i x smyg la".

haih,bile pulak la si aha bos ak ni x kasi smyg..ak ni die kasi je smyg..aha pon tau ari jumaat ade smyg jumaat,yg si h(name penuh terpaksa dirahsiakan) ni bleh wat muka selamba keje..

bkn h ni je,abg2 cashier tesco tu kebanyakannya mmg x g solat jumaat..
yg lg menyedihkan,pacik2 guard,cashier2 yg da tua ni,lgsg x nmpk malu jg kaunter tym solat jumaat..

zainuri??entahlaaa...last week shift die start 3pm,jd ak anggap die solat jumaat.
td ak masuk 1.30pm x nmpk die.2.15pm br nmpk..jd ak anggap die g solat jumaat.tp entahlaaa..

haih,makin lame makin byk lelaki x berkualiti..cmne nak jd pemimpin keluarga ni????

oh,menjawab komen sahabat2 ttg post terdahulu.

ye,sy agree ngan mira,dugaan waktu bekerja.

dilos:mmg lg senang xplain kt bos dr xplain kt org melayu sendiri.

iman sy mmg nipis.ade juga kdg2 sy tego rakan sekerja tu,tp die wat x dgr..

utk tego byk kali??haih,mmg x mampu,sy mengaku.

yg dak2 len pula,ade yg berskirt pendek.cmne sy nak ajak??x reti!!!

ye sy tau sy berdosa krn x berdakwah,tp sy hanya mampu membenci dlm hati..haih,lemahnya iman~~

pada hari ini juga..........................................

budak kedai sebelah yg berusia 17 tahun masuk bata time die tgh break.

ak yg mmg da lama tertanya2 lalu menguatkan tekad tuk bertanya.

"dulu awk berenti skola kenapa ek??"

"oo,kte kawen tym form 3..then bln 12 tu kte beranak.tym bln 2 nak masuk form 4 rase x sanggup sbb anak br 2 bulan.kte pon nak daftarla tym bln 5.tp skola ckp xleh sbb da lmbt..kte pon berenti la tros skola.keje"

wut????kawen??????

"eh,bwh umur bkn xleh ke???parents awk kasi pulak??"

"boleh je,tp kene mntk kebenaran mahkamah.parents kte jenis bg je klo tol tu anak nak."

"ooo,so skg anak umur brapa??"

"da setahun lebih..ni anak kte!!",kata die sambil tunjuk gmbr kt hp.
"yg slalu anta kte tu bkn bf kte laaaa..tula husband kte..."

ooo,pttla ak cam pelik ble die slalu berkepit ngan mamat tu,rupa2nya laki die..

"x susa ke kawen awal??"

"xdela susa pon, ok je...xdela mewah..keje pon bkn cam remaja2 len,leh shoping2..keje kene igt anak."

perbualan terhenti ble ade customer mntk kasut..

hish,sebok je!!!!!!

"Awk!kte masuk dulu ek??bye!!!",kata die sambil tersenyum..

moga jodoh mereka berkekalan...amiinn~~

sukarnya nak menjawab

tiap kali ak kua break,ak akan bawak beg.

tiap kali ak kua,akan ade mulut yg bertanya,

"nak balik da ke??"

"eh xlaaa..nak break"

"ooo,,apsal yg usung beg tu??"

"ooo,ade brg.."

"brg ape??nmpk penuh je beg"

"brg berharga..heheh"

ye,mmg berharga sgt..telekung sy...

haih,yg bertnya sume melayu,sume Islam,tp sukar benar ak nak menjawab.

kenapa??krn ak x penah lihat mrk bersolat.ak x penah terdengar langsung mrk hendak pergi bersolat.

ade smpai 1 tahap ak perhati dan teliti mereka krn tidak mahu timbul fitnah dlm hati.

ye,tiada gaya mereka bersolat.

bagaimana ak nak jawab??ak tidak mahu singgung perasaan mereka..

lebih mudah bagi ak menjawab apabila aha(bos cina ak) bertanya.

"nadiah,tgl la beg u tu"

"x bolehla aha,ade kain utk sy semayang"

"oooo ic......"

kejadian lain.........................................

"pegi mane dik??"

"pegi makan",jwb ak sambil tersenyum..

sebenarnye ak pegi solat...

sukarnya ingin menjawab dgn jujur..

tp ble dengan bos ak....

"aha,sy pegi semayang kejap ye.."

"ok,pegila...."

haih,terlalu mudah pula....................

dunia sudah terbalikkah??atau iman ak yg terlalu nipis??

ye,iman ak lebih nipis dr kulit bawang..

Ya Allah,bantulah hambaMu ini...amiiin~~

mynewss??

haih,don't even have the guts yet to tell aha(my boss) that i want to resign.

the only reason that i tink seems to b the best n polite way is..

i'm going back to kampung for hari raya aidiladha for a week!!

tipu sunat,klate banjir camna nak blk.haha

but then cmne kalau die ckp,"xpela,afta a week dtg blk"????

isk,gaji kat mynews tu is rm200++ more than bata..

ak bkn mata duitan sgt,but then i need the money for my prep to aussie.

i want to enlighten my parents' burden..

xkanla bnde2 yg i can afford nak mntk jugak parents kan..

n mamat nepal tu td singgah kedai utk bincang2 ngan colleague ak yg pon nak berenti keje sbb gaji sikit..

he works for living..basic die sgt rendah,550 je..

then that gurka said to my colleague,"u nnt keje dulu cni(mynews tesco)..nnt i transfer u to ou".

then ak nyampuk,"i nnt nak ou same ngan die"

then gurka tu jawab"u xleh,u kene keje cni(mynews tesco)"

ak pon ngan berang jawab "apsal pulak???"

"sbb i suke u!"

haha..i felt like throwing up..

ape2 jela prem(his name)..i know u were joking..

dan harini hari bahagia juga kerana zainuri telah menegur sy!haha..no big deal la kan.tp sbb suke kt die,jd bahagia!!!

oh and td ade 1 customer..smbg punye smbg,turn out to b her son is in india n was in kmb..n ex mrsm kkb..tp x tnye lak name..malassss..

then she asked,"kenal budak mrsm langkawi x??"

"oh kenal ramai jugak!kwn2 kms ramai jugak langkawi dulu.apsl kak??"

(kak,xkn nak pgl macik..hehe)

"ade kwn diorg meninggal kan because of lung cancer.kesian die,x minum x smoke tp kene jugak.dulu die blaja kt melbourne kan.."

"oh,wan maisara??tula sy ade dengar dr kawan2..dgr cte die x tahan kemo..dah ajal kak.."

"she was a friend of my son"

ak pon angguk2 sambil tersenyum...

ramainya kenal arwah..walaupun sy x kenal die,tp mendengarkan cerita2 dr sahabat2 sy,die seorang yg mengagumkan..

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

Alfatihah~

twilight

haha gimik je.

had to cancel the plan.

mr 'u-know-who-u-are" kepenatan hari ni.

oh btw saya pon penat.

off to bed.bye 2nd dec.

hello 3rd dec!

*cptnye masa berlalu*

silap lg

zainuri laaaa...bkn zainurin...

arini kami bersembang lg!!!

tu pon sbb ak beli pendrive n die kt c2 tym tu..

haha..

*bahagia*

cute la awk ni.......... :D

program esok hari

1. medical checkup.haih,mst bangun awal!!

2.nonton twilight!!oh my edward,tunggu ak!! :D

oh pada hari rabu nonton madagascar bersama kemetots..

erm pd hari ni keje sgt hambar..then gatal mulut g tnye keje kosong kt mynews..and diorg mmg cr org!!gaji masyuk~~
ak leh dpt 900 konfem,and if i work extra hours i'll be getting more than 1k..
kaaaccciiinnnggg(bunyi mata duitan) :P
actually if i work full time i'll b getting 1200 or 1300 senang2 je but then nnt potong epf socso blah blah,so mlsssss...lagipon nak keje sebulan je..
and mamat nepal tu beria nak ak masuk keje..haha..bkn mrk gatal,tp kata mrk pompuan yg keje kat cineleisure tu pemalas!!keje asek sembang ngan laki,swoh wat keje xnk..haha,ade gak pemalas cm2 :P
haih,mmg ak ni x setia n cpt bosan..br sebulan da nak tuka keje..
tp ok wut,new experience..
borang da isi tp x anta lg sebab xtau nak ckp cmne ngan bos nak berenti..she needs me..bayangkanla x smp sebulan keje die da percaya swoh ak wat opening,closing,tutup kedai bkk kedai blah blah etc..

rakan2,sy perlukan pendapat anda!!

if i accepted the job offer,i'll b working whether in ou or cineleisure..

apa pendapat anda????