hari ini

menjadi bibik dari pagi.

hambar?

mungkin..............

penat?

pasti.................

marah?

tidak.................

ini tanggungjawab dan aku buat dgn ikhlas.

Alhamdulillah :)

sakit lagi?

thot abah was doing ok.but then he keeps on sleeping today.

cooked him rice porridge,he didn't even touch it.no appetite,he said.

his fever is very high.he's having severe sore throat.cannot swallow food,too painful!

haih,kerisauan melanda diri.

get well soon,daddy!!

sakit

pagi ini kira2 pukul 7.30,dgr mama buka pintu bilik aku dgn kunci.

"yah,bangun.ngantuk ke x??"

"konfemla ngantuk,baru 7.30pagi.lagi mau tnya",jwb aku dlm hati..

"bangunla yah,anta abah gi klinik.die demam truk!then anta ma gi kerja pulak"

*keta tgl 1 sbb keta lg 1 eksiden last 2 weeks.*

"adeyh,kene drive ke??takutlaaaaa lepas eksiden tu",jwb aku dlm hati.tp ape2 pun aku bingkas bangun.menunaikan tanggungjawab seorang anak kepada ibu dan bapanya.aku pon cepat2 mandi,siap-siap.It's very unlike abah to get sick until he can't drive.Kerisauan itu ada jd mcm lipas kudung la aku bersiap.

Terus start enjin,tgu about 5mins then tros gerak to klinik kesihatan tangling(sbb plg dkt ngan pejabat mama n its free).The road was congested,maybe because its almost 8am.Stucked in the traffic for almost half an hour,then arrived safely.Sepanjang perjalanan tu sempat lg org tua yg sakit tu byk2 ckp,buat2 lawak.padahal x larat.haih2.x paham aku. :D
Drop abah in front of the clinic to find parking.Then went to see him before he shoo-ed us(mama n I) to go breakfast.Abes mkn nasi lemak n teh o ais limau,pegi tgk abah lg.He needs a blood test!Adoilaaa,,risau!!!His temp was 38.8celcius.Then hantar mama to office coz she's already late.Went back to the clinic,cudn't find any parkings.Decided to wait in front of the clinic.And I waited for 2 hrs.Haih,sabar jela~~~

Then abah dtg,looking all fine.The first question was,"apa doktor ckp psl blood test??"
"xde pape la,he suspected denggi,tp bkn".Relieved!!!!

Recently,my good friend's mom was admitted because of heart attack when we were at BTN camp.She was very calm,makes me think its true when Allah says He won't try on His creature something he/she can't resist,can't stand.

Sometimes,the thought of losing someone you really love makes u appreciate them more.What happened to her family makes me appreciate my mom more.Makes me appreciate my dad more.Makes me value them the most.

These 3 months left,I promise I will use it wisely.I don't want to regret it once I'm in OZ.

Ajal maut di tgn Allah,entah sampai bila aku mampu berbakti pd mama dan abah.
Terbayarkah pengorbanan mereka??
Aku tidak mahu jadi anak derhaka.
Aku mahu menjadi anak solehah,anak yg doanya diterima Allah.
InsyaAllah.

p/s: be strong my dear.Allah only tests u to make u tougher.Cubaan Allah adalah utk meningkatkan keimanan seseorg.Ingat,dugaan Allah ni tanda Dia menyayangi kita.Aku tahu kau boleh!!*U know who u are* :)

tiba-tiba

org cbuk wat entry post-btn.ak terfikir................................

tatkala org sibuk mencari cinta manusia,
aku mahu leka mencari cinta hakiki,cinta kpd-Nya.

tatkala org sibuk meluahkan kata cinta kpd sang kekasih,
aku mahu leka meluahkan kata cintaku kpd-Nya.

tatkala org sibuk menangis kerana takut kehilangan si dia,
aku mahu menangis kerana takut kehilangan cinta kpd-Nya.

tatkala org sibuk menyiat-nyiat kulitnya sendiri di neraka kelak krn berpegangan tgn,berpelukan,berciuman,
aku mahu dosa-dosaku berguguran krn bersentuhan dgn suamiku sendiri.

tatkala org berzina hati kerana merindui yg dicintai,
aku mahu bertambah-tambah pahala kerana merindui yang halal bagiku.

tatkala org sibuk mahu bercinta,bertukar-tukar pasangan,
aku mahu nikah.ye,aku mahu yang halal.

"Ya Allah,pertemukanlah aku jodoh yg baik utk agamaku,masa depanku,rezekiku,dan keluargaku.Amiinnn"

p/s: post ini tidak ada kaitan dgn yg hidup mahupun yg mati.harap maaf.

entry buat seseorang

entry ini buat sahabat sy yg berada jauh di Ann Arbor,yg telah lama tidak menelefon sy.

sy rindu kamu!

mimpi???

few days back when i was sleeping,i dreamed a weird dream.

"we went off to oz already,n i went to an unstated university,which means i didn't go to UNSW.
then i was sickly homesick and keep on crying.When i met my friends during the holiday,i asked them how's UNSW and how regretful i am for choosing 'the university' instead of UNSW."

yeah,IDP allowed me to change to RMIT,MARA allowed me to change,RMIT itself said that there is still availability,yet Allah knows the best.

even before we decide last ramadhan,i did istikharah,but i didn't see any clues as clear as this one.
Alhamdulillah,this week,aftar few days of istikharah,i got this dream.Praise to Allah for showing this way.Now i'm 110% sure that UNSW is the best for me.

kpd sahabat yg memberi pandangan,terima kasih byk2.

ranking tidak penting bg sy.
employment tidak penting bg sy,
yg lebih penting,petunjuk dr Allah,krn hanya Allah yg mengetahui apa yg berada di depan kita,
sedangkan kita,hamba yg kerdil ini tidak mempunyai ilmu seluas itu.
Jika Allah tunjukkan jln sy utk ke RMIT,maka sy yakin itulah yg terbaik buat sy,
perancangan Allah itu adalah lebih baik.
pendapat boleh diberi,tp berilah dgn cara yg baik.
I'm not a stupid,ignorant person who won't accept any opinions.
Perasan shbt harus dijaga.
Hablumminannas harus dijaga juga,bkn hanya hablumminallah.

Moga pilihan kita semua diberkati oleh-Nya,InsyaAllah :)

nanti

bila sy merajuk nnt

sy mau si dia belanja aiskrim

and says that he's sorry n he really means it

i don't need fancy gifts

nor ridiculously expensive presents

all i need is sincerity.

and i hope u have one.

dulu dan sekarang

bila sy merajuk dulu2
abah belikan jam

bila sy merajuk sekarang
abah belikan coklat

bila sy merajuk dulu2
abah ajak gi shopping

bila sy merajuk sekarang
abah beli coklat lg,cuma brand lain

bila sy merajuk pd masa akan dtg,
masih adakah lg abah??

sy bersyukur krn masih ada abah

anda bagaimana??

p/s: post ini tatkala sy tgh down atas sbb2 tertentu.

I got it.plz reconsider,MARA and IDP!!!

Dear Nornadiah

Thank you for your email.

Please be advised the availability of places is subjected to the program meeting its capacity for the intake.At this stage the program is available for next intake.
To ensure your place is secured in the program, please fill out and forward us the Offer Response Form, accepting the offer. And forward us the Financial Guarantee as soon as it becomes available.
For us to process the acceptance.



Regards
Reshmi






Scholarships and Sponsorships
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I'm starting to lose hope.Yakin,Allah tahu yg mana lebih baik.Aku hanya mampu berdoa.
Apa2 pun yg jd,aku redha.

Kpd rakan2 yg annoyed dgn ape aku buat,jgnla mcm tu.
U guys shud support me.And aku x menyusahkan sapa2.Aku x suruh korang tlg aku merayu kt IDP or even MARA and aku xde tiba2 nak menempek tumpang sekaki ngan korang.Aku dah di'offer' tgl dgn kwn aku yang dah ade kat sana.Jd plz,for once,b supportive!

thanks so much cik yuna!

yuna showing off her superb talent!


yesterday was awesome.

yuna's voice is simply beautiful.

her vocal is flawless.

her voice in live and in album doesn't have any differences.(proof she has a good voice)

thx to the girls too :)


family reU(konon2)

bersama cik yuna yg sgt sedap suaranya :DD

thx yuna!i'm flattered :DD

the girls.lg 2 org xtau pegi mana.


oh and i saw a man,looks exactly like piyan.
wif the spectacles and all.
its just that he's a bit smaller than piyan.
pelanduk dua serupa maybe?

I'm sorry

hello ms carmen.I'm Nornadiah from KMS.
I know you will not be pleased with what I'm going to say.
I'd like to apologize first.
Due to problems in getting accomodation and the super expensive accomodation on-campus at UNSW,can I change the university???
I'm begging you..
I'd like to change to RMIT.
I already got the offer there.And I will be taking Electronic Engineering there.
My friend who's already there offered me to rent a house with her and her friends recently.
I'm very anxious because my accomodation at Sydney is not secured and a lot of my batchmates are going there.The probability of me getting a place at Malaysia Hall is very low.
I'm hoping very much that the IDP will allow me to do this.
Please please please.
And I'm very sorry,truly sorry for the inconvenience I caused.
Please email me fast if you have come up with the decision.
Thank you so much.

p/s:rakan-rakan,doakanla sy berjaya.
amiiinnn

sudah

today is the last day of tutoring

i've made it thru

congratulations!

proud of myself

:D

currently

reading this







never read the first book,KITE RUNNER
but they say it's a good book
maybe I shud get one
but english novels are ridiculously expensive!
and I don't read my novels more than once.

p/s:cik kinah,sila beli dan sila pinjamkan pada saya.
thx
syg kamuh!
:DD

abes sudah

yeah finished reading it yesterday!!!!!!!!!
finally,afta almost 2 months :D
the book has 754 pages.
with the 8 months of holiday,I've listed bookssss that i want to finish reading,but but but
it's verryyyy hard to read la at home.
academic books??didn't touch at all except for PMR Maths.And that is just because I'm tutoring 2 PMR students.Oh,I get paid yahhh..very lazy to go job hunting.plus,working is tiring(based on my friend's experiences)
and if you're not lucky enuff,ur employer won't let u out to pray especially when customers are flooding the shop
oh believe me,that is my experience!
and i resign afta 1 day of working.
troublesome la those ca ya nun alif.
oh btw,breaking dawn is the 2nd best book in the twilight series.for me of course.
the first is alwiz the best!
oh twilight is a must read.
for those who like romance,i recommend twilight.It's a different kind of love story.
A love story between a vampire and a human being.
if u read the book,u'll definitely fall in love with Edward Cullen(some fall for Jacob Black.I just don't understand why)
Breaking dawn has its own twists that make the book is tempting.
At one part,u are very eager to know what will happen next until u turn few pages forward to peek.hihi
ye,menipu tp lega sebab tau.
impatience kills u know.atleast for me..
very dying to know till u wont let go the book.
and u only satisfied when u know what are the consequences of the thing that happens.
then only u can let go the book,and tuck in the comfy blanket,ready to close ur eyes then look at the watch and be super duper suprised that u have been reading the book for 3 hrs that feels like 30mins.and be overly depressed coz the pages left don't seem to be thinning.
yes believe me.
for novels enthusiast like me.
BREAKING DAWN shud be on ur wish list!

oh i need my own edward cullen.
pls?
i heart u
<3

oh lupa

watak2 dlm KAMI ini juga menarik

ade watak klaka

ade watak sedih

ade watak tambahan yg terlalu obvious dan bleh tergelak
sbb watak ni x abes2 ajak makan,duduk,ckp sket2 n payungkan anak
:P

watak paling disukai------------------->ABU~

:D

KAMI

today afta asar prayer,i got myself ready n drove to um to pick up my cousin and her friends.
headed to midvalley.
with one clear purpose
menonton KAMI THE MOVIE

omg!the story was so remaja-ish n believe me its hillarious!!and full with morals.
abu(by Nas-T) is really funny laaaa..da pon smpat buat lawak.

for me,the movie has the right ingredients,blended into a perfect mixture.
tahniah kpd mereka2 yg berani mewayangkan cite tu.

rating??3 and a half over 4 stars.
bak kata ali,"3 and a half je???"
"ok la tuuuuu"

"hidup ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada"

-i like this quote-

cuba cari

ternampak ni di stesyen petronas r&r genting masa abg zam tgh isi minyak kete

sape2 yg hebat cuba detect apa kesalahannya.

hihi

mari menguji minda!!!

gudluck! :D

si budak comel

aksi airil pd 2nd raya tatkala org sume sibuk2 nak siap2 for kenduri.tiba2 senyum time nak snap pic die.

si budak kecik airil rayyan yg nak kene gigit sbb terlalu comel!!!!!!!!!!!!
gagagagagah!!

raya08

was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
walaupun sedikit penat berbanding raya thn2 lepas.

1st raya.


pas subuh x tido dah.tlg2 di dapur.dah kul 7.30 baru sume kelam kabut nak mandi.
yg anak2 dara kene setel dulu makanan2 so kena la bg mak2 n bapak2 n laki2 mandi dulu.
thn ni nekad nak g jugak smyg ry,(thn2 lepas kene dok umah jd budak2 kecik n siap2kan meja makan).
last min kene suruh iron baju ayoh(atuk ye).adoi panas!!tp xpela,pahala di pg raye :D
pas abes iron tros siap2 utk ke surau(kt kg ni smyg kt surau).
tym tu dah almost 8.15.
smyg raye is on 8.30.
mandi sunat cincai2 then tros sarung baju tros pakai telekung.
wpun dah ditinggalkan oleh mama n abah n macik2 pacik2,nekad jugak pegi,
seb bek tbe2 kak ti terpacul ajak g skali..ingatkan die dah slmt g..hehe
menggelabah kau,smp kak ti lupa amek wudhuk.hehe
alhamdulillah slmt smp n slmt solat(dekat je pon surau tu).
blk2 tu mula la sesi berhari raya.
sesi yg paling dirindui :)


i love u daddy <3



dgn long

gambar ngan mama xde sbb x sempat snap.bz salam2
sesi salam2 ni la sesi plg syahdu
air mata jgn tanya laaaaaa,mmg byk..
thn ni tym slm ngan makcik2 pakcik2 pon nanges.
haih2,xtau la cmne kt oz nnt...


pastu sesi bergambar.
oh family kami mmg suke bergambar!

the family;indoor

anak2 dara bersimpuh di lantai

yg disayangi selalu :)

from left:the dentist,the engineer,the accountant

beloved cousins

keluarga cikgu mat versi skema

keluarga cikgu mat versi candid!


the family;outdoor

percubaan menyengal

oh ini akibat menjadi budak kecik yg terlalu cute;

airil kene kiss dgn sy :P

then tghhari pegi beraya umah hani.i drove!believe it!my parents allowed it,after ditahan utk menerima pesanan penaja dr macik dan pacik2 sblm berangkat!hehe


bersama cik hani yg manis :)

basically that was my first raya.
ptg tu tros flat,
afta maghrib tros gerak umah mok yah utk kenduri keesokan harinye.
oh duit raya???dah selamat masuk asb.paksaan dr abah.


bila nak kaya ni???


p/s:raya wasn't complete without abang.
we wished u were there laaa..dah2 la tu keje kt jepun tu!blk cpt!!!!

perjalanan sebelum raya

starts on 27th morning.we were supposed to leave at 9am.woke up at 5.30 am,had our sahur.
then clean all the dishes,packed for 1 week in kampung n wait for my lembab sis to come.
pegi bank la ape laaa.lastly she arrived at almost 10!
tp x mrh pon,seronok nak konvoi blk kg!
i hop in my brother in law's car.best sbb ade lcd.nak lyn movie!!!! :D
we arrived at kuala t'ganu(mak usu's house) at 5.30pm.thn ni cam lame perjalanan sbb asek berenti.ye laaaa,ade org baru ngekor keta abah kan....mane nak laju2..
dis is like the most awaited moment across the year.mak usu is a chef!just imagine the fooodddd she served..stunningly superb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we stuffed our stomach all the time,smp solat pon tercungap2..heeeee :P



the family at KT



next day.......

afta sahur,tlg long masuk2kan duit dlm sampul raya,then tido balik on 8am..sedar2 blk dah nak dekat kul 1pm!!one whole house!!haha..penat sgt......................
afta zuhur siap2 nak blk kg!!!!
smp umah mok(nenek ye) on 5pm.rehat2 jap then jln kaki to umah yudah utk berbuka.omg the food..there goes my diet :P


breaking fast at yudah's house

dan persiapan raya sgt seronok kerana laki2 juga membuat kerja!hehe...



cubaan mengopek buah kelapa tua


pertama kali mengopek dan memotong.tahniah diucapkan!




800 cucuk sate yg terpaksa dihantar 500 cucuk kembali krn kuahnya manis mcm air sirap
bak kata abg nizam,'letak ais pon sedap ni!' :P

soon

yeah,will be updating soon wif lotssss of picturess

sgt bz